Birthday Wishes (:

Happy Birthday, Donkey. 

(:

As to commemorate the opening of my blog again ( i hope ) & to celebrate a certain donkey's bday. 

Cheers. 2010.

That kinda sounded like Cheer. 2010. But OH WELLS.

I also wanna deluge a few details about whats been going on in my life... if anyone does wanna know. 

Very Syok Sendiri, i know. (:

Also, i wanna thank those librarians who have made my life as a librarian BEARABLE & sometimes FUN.

♥ I adore you guys. 

Especially Marion whom i can always bully...

Alliyza who always have a sarcastic remark for everything (:

Chanette who made noise wherever she goes..

Leigh Anne and Hui Mi And Ashley - the gang who just seeem sooo crazzzzy and high (:

Aileeen, the girl who always had a smile for every situation and made everywhere brighter with her smile (:

Zi Qing, the quiet girl who have such a infectious laugh. (:

Saw Kar Yen, the happy-go-lucky girl (: Very very friendly and sooo lovely & PRETTY. ♥

Siew Kar Yen, the adorable girl who always seemed calm and cutteeee. 

Shanice, the seeemingly composed girl who loves to smile..

Siti Hasya, the obedient girl who Al can always bully into doing Setiausaha stuff. (:

Nur Fareha !! - Miss you loads la. Do really come back more often (: Would <3 to see you more Lols.

Majlis was a BLAST. (: And i kinda loved it !! ♥

If only we didnt need to sing that song... Hahahahhaa.

I know, i know, all in the name of gooooood ol' FUN right ?

(: At least we'll remember it for life !

Group singing , THE BABES. ♥

The two models (:

Kay la. (: Enough adi.

Need to go makan dinner liao. 

Seeeeee yuuuuuuu.

♥ 

XOXOXOXOXOXO Esther

Here we go again.

Actually, blogger is not half bad once you've seen other blog webbies. (:
Hahahaha.
Things have been going crazyy since the last time i blogged so i'm not gonna say too much, 
Just a quickie.

I decided i'm going to have two blogs.
This blog's gonna be dedicated to random musings and such.
While my new blog, 

is gonna be dedicated to cell updates and movie reviews.
So anyone interested in those fields. Go THERE. (:
Hahahaha.

Alrights.
I'll be tagging that blog right here : 
http://estee93@wordpress.com ♥

And anyone reading this, my facebook's cranky !! So i cant do any updates and such... Boos. 
 
So Thats it FOLKS. (: 

I have not been checking my OWN blog for one.

Have just slogged through how many weeks? ... 
Like 5 weeks straight, 2 weeks studying and 3 weeks taking exam after exam, like a good friend of mine said today.
And like usual...
It takes me AGES to let THAT information sink in my head.


And by the time THAT sinks in, 
It'll be time for the NEXT DOOTing exams already.
Life's just unfair in every way possible.
To add salt to the wound, 
another project just dropped through our window ; just as our hols were starting.
Add maths.
Urgh.

Not like our brains havent been fried enough YET.
We still have to think of solutions for the questions given AND type it properly cuz it gives us marks for our trials.


But on to the brighter side of things.
I have just managed to squeeze in watching Castle Season 2 in between taking exams and all that. 
( I neeeded a rest anyways XD )
It was freaking awesome (:
But the finale was freaking potong steam lor. XD
I wish they would get together already !
Their chemistry just draws me into the whole thing... (:


So anyways.
I'm gonna be dead out tired for the next few centuries... hopefully i'm not exhausted beyond my brains by the time the school starts again.. 


(:
Chaiooozz.

TGIV.

Thank God its Friday.
It IS good friday after all, you know.
(:
But i somehow prefer Christmas more <3
Haha.
The magic is somehow more fantasy-like and it more than always feels like Christmas. (:

It sometimes feels like Christmas mornings even when its not Christmas mornings, you know. (:
Erm. Like i sometimes randomly say Merry Christmas outta nowhere.
Cuz its fun.
And i think i must be hyper. :P

Its good friday and all.
And GTPJ is having Beloved, Easter Drama. :S
But sadly, wont be going.
But mommy brought her coworkers along.
So i'm hoping for the best (:

I've been inviting you guys to my Church Events before.
Did you guys enjoy it ?
Or maybe i should kaukau invite you guys for the Christmas one. (:
Its soooo much more jolly and happy then.
But Easter is as important. 

Hmms. On another topic altogether.
You really scared me today.
I thought you had really becomed a changed person since i knew you before.
But what happened today really... frightened me.
Its like your dark side coming out all over again.
I just wish that i could stretch me hand and save you from whatever you're going through.
You seem to be happy but i know that you're hurting inside.
Everybody is.
One time or another.
Just wanted to let you know that i'm there for you.

(: And just when i'm done with my Moral DRAFTs.
And i have to get on my ass again and hand-write it all down.
Stupid me, type so much nonsense.
Now i and my fingers are aching so much that it almost couldnt move for like 10 minutes. Bleh.
Assignments are not fun.
And so it exams.
Which is in MAY ????!!
We havent even studied s***.
Seriously.
So what are they gonna test us on ?
Who knows, study everything lor... CRAZY AH ?

Chiaoz.Gonna enjoy my time for whats it worth.

Nothing-ness.

Why do i even bother sometimes ?

Moving on from being emo.. :)
I was just thinking how some guys can just be GAY. 
While others just show their boy- ♥ from time to time and still stay straight.

That was what i was pondering just a while ago. :)


Apart from that;
I was also thinking about the gorgeous Johnny Depp in Alice in Wonderland I mean, Underland.
:D

Dear Johnny in all his quirk-ness. :)

Rating : ( 7/10 )

Thats 5 points cuz Johnny's in it..

And the 2 points for storyline. 

Dont say i'm bias.

In my opinion, Johnny did save the show...

With his kinky ways and madness for most of the parts.

And the show only STARTED when the Mad Hatter showed up. <3

Besides that, the show's plot was only so-so.

I mean a typical non-tim-burton-common-action-adventure-comedy show would have that kinda storyline.

I think that everyone expected Tim Burton to make Wonderland look quirky and cun and the same time ?

Oh, i dunno. I'm not a show critique right ?

:) Though that sounds kinda interesting. :D

I miss watching japanese dramas. 

The one which i have been wanting to watch - Delicious Gakuen has been suspended till further notice or some sort.

So no dramas meanwhile. :(

On the other hand, I'm currently watching Castle ♥ 

With chemistry unlike Datin Tan has EVER seen before... 

We have Stana Katic & Nathan Fillion. ♥ 

Just watching them gives ME the goosebumps.

I wonder whats it like to be THERE ? Hahahaha.

 Nathan Fillion and Stana Katic.♥ 

Castle - The tv series.

And also TakaUno.

 Tribute to VH's Fav couple :

Misako Uno and Takahiro Nishijima ♥ 

From AAA.

I just can't get enough of Castle and of course, AAA. :) 

Or more likely Nissy.

But thats my FAVOURITE two boys.

♥

Till then.

 

Grace of God.

Haiz. I've been stressed but i've dont think i've ever been THAT stressed out i would like to think. :(
 But i believe that with the grace of God, He has brought me through it all.

I believe i have come out of that, 
stronger,
braver,
able to handle more stress, 
with more friends <3


:D I especially loved that part where we met old friends from before..
as well as made new friends. :)

And it was totally worth-ed it when we saw other schools debating and everything. 
Hahaha.
It was a SMK KGV vs SMK Sri Permata FINALS. :)
 Bwahahaha.
It was a fun one to watch.
But i guess wasn't much fun for those people who wanted to win and didnt;

Hopefully he doesnt kill his members for it.
:S

There are the pros in front... and the noobs behind. :)

They may say a lot of things..

But i think i've had enough stress for another billion years. :)

But i cant wait to see Jett, Sumi and Cheri in the HELP debate :D

Till then. :)

It is finished.

 This is for not blogging for the last who-knows-how-many-billion days i left my blog untouched.
Cheers.

I dont know what is more satisfying than seeing other people take exams when yours are o-v-e-r. :)
Call me mean or whatever but it feels good. :D
Especially when you can go around the school to bug teachers. Lols.
Call me stalker but i am. 
Indefinitely. 

Wahahaha.
I think the morning air gets me hyper. 
Hmmm, or maybe it only works on Christmas mornings ( pun intended )
For whoever who knows the joke. :) Bwahahaha.
5 Orkid. 
Alert. :D


And also whoever i wished 
on my conquest to wish everyone a Merry Christmas in hope of 
making the world a brighter and more happy place hahahhahaha. :)


Happy Enjoying Everyone :)


I still cant relax totally ..
Debate is killing me la.
I promised myself not to get nervous and uptight about it..
But i admit it still rattles my nerves everytime we discuss it.


Boos.
To doing my best.
And humiliating myself in front of a crowd. :)

The poster for AAA's latest album, Heartful ♥

Almost Forgotten.

Happy Valentine's Day :)

Hopefully everyone gets their hearts desire this coming Sunday :D

:)

Its Takahiro Nishijima :)

Muaks. :)

Hmmms. Free hugs if you'd like.

Grab a coupon from here. :)

http://www.funpages.com/hugcoupon/

Hahahahaaahahahahahhahahaha.

I'm serious. :)

See youuuuu around then.

I also wanna take this time to say Happy CNY @ Valentine's :)

And also ask for forgiveness to whomever i have hurt until this point of time. 

Sorrys. D:

Sometimes its just me being a bitch.

Short-liv3d hols.

This is my Malaysian life.
Exams just a week after hols ? 
And all of Form 4 syllabus and Form 5 to boot ?
Only the education system here can do such a great thing. :(
Too awesome for words.

When i think about it, my heart sinks to the depths of the ocean.
Exams and exams not long after ?
Wow.
There's nothing to look forward to, nothings to dream about.
 
Thats why i love seeing you.
You make my life worth living sometimes. 
Hahaha.
But it hurts often too. :s
Dilemma.
And now i gotta study and study my brains out. :)
What a Valentine's Day this is gonna be. :)

 

Shiny object for your viewing pleasure. :D

Happy CNY . :) 

Enjoy it while you can.

:D

Kiss goodbye.

:) I think i'll just update my blog through the weeks of my life. :)
 Since i think i'm beginning to get wayyy soo busy outta my head. 
Wait-does that even make any sense ? :(

Lets see.
Bm lisan/forum - which i havent started planning at all with my fellow team mates.
Study for exams in March - Some of it includes Form 4 stuff and i havent even started on the Form 5 ones. :(

But anyways. :)
Nuff of the bad stuff. Rawr. 
Today i had a all-cousin's gathering in Park Royal. :)
 So nice to be able to see all of them after a while. :)

Hahha. Had a great time. 
It actually made me feel like i dont have a worry in the world, just talking to you guys and having a blast talking about nonsensical stuff. :)
I think i'm really gonna miss you guys if i do go overseas or something. Boos. :(
Hahha. I had great fun argueing with Vincent. :D


I really have been super duper tired even when i'm just doing my hw. :(
I dunno how i'm gonna add studying to that equation. 
Phew.
I cant wait to sleep. :) 
Thats my only consolation in life.


I dont know why i bother updating my blog when no one reads it.

Its Almost Time; Cinderella.

My time here is almost up.
Sometimes my head pound with pain.
I dont think i can take it anymore.
My legs ache most of the time.
My eyes tend to fail me.
Especially at night.


I only feel like sleeping.
The bed is my only comfort.
The place where i can leave reality. 
And dreams envelope me in their arms.


Soon.
I just have to wait a little longer.



Wait for me. 
Promise me.

Lets make it 200.

Welcome 2010.
I'm finally settling in.
And then something changes. :S

I dont really like changes.
My feet is running outta ground.
But.
I'm just trying to be happy.
Leona's got it right.
Straight to the point.
:(

Chemistry is driving my head in.
Tak boleh tahan.
Stress every week until like mad.
I love you and everything.
But sometimes you're too fussy.
:t

Love is just plain messy.
Thats what i've learnt through the weeks that passed.
:(
Thats why i think i'm gonna stay away from it.
As far as possible so my heart cant be hurt.
Any longer.

Boos. January has passed.
And i dont think i can survive the year any longer.
But i dont want you-know-what to come any faster than it already is.

No feeding the monkeys.
Seriously.

Port Dickson.

The way i see it. :)
Port Dickson is amazing. Just for the views.
I'm gonna post some photos i took during my trip.

I posted all of them too on my deviantart. :)
So take a look at my other photos if you're free.

The hotel i stayed at Port Dickson. :)


A random picture of the lamp, you know the ones they provide in hotel rooms. :)
I'm even starting to put my blog ad. and my name there :)
Teehee.
I really should get a DSLR... :S


The streetlamp near one of the restaurants i ate there. :)
Somehow it turned out great.. XD


One of the few thousand photos i took of the beaches in Port Dickson.
:)
So happen it was evening and i managed to get the sunset.


This one pulak - during the early early morning.
It was really misty and everything..
Very cold too. :P

Blogger posts up photos REALLY slowly so i only posted a few here but if you're interested,
Pls feel free to visit my deviantart profile.
Its in my sidebar. :)
Enjoyyy....
For life's too short.

A Saturday.

I think this has to be the only Saturday that i didn't regret waking up so insanely early for. :)
Well. Today was Merentas Desa day.
Joy, right ? XD
I know.

So we walked like roughly 5 FREAKING km up the hills and whatnot.
:) Then i came back and was in the top...

1000. :) Teehee.
That i'm quite sure.
Not a bad achievement lols.

So anyways. We were just hanging about waiting for the 12.30pm bell to ring and everything.
And the drama begin.
No details here as i respect their privacy ..
but to those who knows.
:S

I understand how you're feeling.
:) Don't worry, we're here for you !
Now i feel like i'm torn in between my friendships.

But other than that,
CHEERS to myself and those people who managed to complete the 5km run. :)
I think thats an accomplishment already.
Thanks, al for teman-ing me walking most of the way. :)
Haha. And no thanks to our running benchmark,
I now have aching legs for trying to catch up with you.
Stupid la you. :)

I shall TRY to post a cam-whore picture or a random picture whenever i blog.
Since i saw it in the AAA members blog, i always wanted to try it. Lols. :)

わたしのともだち, ありがとございます．
あいしてるよ。

Hahha. That was really random. Just wanted to syok-sendiri. :)
Cheers.

The long-lost family reunion.

I'm memang known to be rather slow at posting pictures.
But just this once, its quite ON-time. :) Enjoy the pictures and the comments that follow.
Oh, Pls feel free to post something in the chat box. Its so dead larh.

Its Felicia with Po and Te Shing :)
Te shing with his signature smile.
I think i'm gonna miss that around the house.


The cousins whom i rarely see. :)
Its nice to see you all again !!


The cute couple.
Oh wait. I mean the devil's advocate.
Haha. :)


Its my mom and Felicia. :)


The big family picture. :)
With the karaoke set behind !!


The brothers singing :)
Finally we got you guys singing.
Yeah.


Tze Win and Sam. :)
The drama king on your left.


The Ong family and some randoms. :)
Hahahas.


Yayy. Cam-whore. * cheers *
Tze Win and me. :)
The karaoke people. XD


Why are you so bloated, Alwin ?
Po's right below youuu.


The three red indians. :)
Sam, Alwin and Tze Win.


Way to go, Ong family. :)
You are in most of my pictures ahaha.
Me and my cousins !


Though its a little blurrry.
I love it. :)
Me and Alwin.

We should seriously have that another karaoke - just cousins. :)
Lets have fun before i cant anymore !

Cheers and cheers somemore.

Smile.

Last update ... ?

Hi everyone.
Since you guys have been bugging for an update,
and i also think i need to update for this year so here i am.

2010 has been.
Stressful for me so far.
Seriously.
And you know whats the real problem?
It has only been the first week.

:(
I really need God to pull me through this year.
:)

Gosh.
This will most probably be the last update for the year unless.
Its hols or something.
Or i think there's something i need to blog about.
So enjoy the cute guys's pictures here and ..
wait for me. :)