- Nothing to do at home except sleep and play com.
- Better to spend my time working at least got money and experience.
Contact me ASAP if you are also interested in working ??
Maybe we all could go to I utama to ask around ?
Friday, October 31, 2008
Ponteng ponteng.. ~
Cause i have been sooo utterly FREE since i have been pontenging .. not like there's much to do in school la.. i have been thinking of getting a job temporarily since well,
Contact me ASAP if you are also interested in working ??
Maybe we all could go to I utama to ask around ?
Contact me ASAP if you are also interested in working ??
Maybe we all could go to I utama to ask around ?
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Wishful thinking ?
Why do you play with my thoughts ?You fill my mind each day ... but yet you don't seem to be real.
I reach out my hand but you seem so very far away.
But i know why.
Cause your heart belongs to someone else.
I try really hard.
But yet I can't do anything.
I try all sorts of things to get your attention.
But yet you don't really seem to care.
I yearn for someone to listen to me and not take me for a child.
But yet nobody really treats me like i am.
I'm just someone else to fill the void.
Nobody seems to care whether i am there.
Or whether i am not.
I am neither this or that.
You tell me.
Who am i ?
XXX.
I reach out my hand but you seem so very far away.
But i know why.
Cause your heart belongs to someone else.
I try really hard.
But yet I can't do anything.
I try all sorts of things to get your attention.
But yet you don't really seem to care.
I yearn for someone to listen to me and not take me for a child.
But yet nobody really treats me like i am.
I'm just someone else to fill the void.
Nobody seems to care whether i am there.
Or whether i am not.
I am neither this or that.
You tell me.
Who am i ?
XXX.
DePRESSed... not Ironed.
Feeling very what do you call it ? A mix of boredom and depressed. Hm. Maybe i should be going to school to fill my time with more useful stuff but i am so FED UP with school at this point. Evevryone thinks we are oh-so-free and start giving us loads of "useless" stuff to do since we are supposedly "free" like hard labour. See JJ's blog. He agrees with me.
Haiz. I dunno how am i supposed to wait till Christmas >??? I cannot wait lah. =(
Lazy to type much. Supposed to type something else but end up different thing. Totally no hand eye coordination liao... .... XD
I am seriously thinking of filling my time with making a cosplay getup.....
Any ideas who i should cosplay ?
Haiz. I dunno how am i supposed to wait till Christmas >??? I cannot wait lah. =(
Lazy to type much. Supposed to type something else but end up different thing. Totally no hand eye coordination liao... .... XD
I am seriously thinking of filling my time with making a cosplay getup.....
Any ideas who i should cosplay ?
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Randomness. Just thought it was Cute ~
| What Your Cute Monster Says About You |
 You are a vibrant, vivacious person. When you live, you live as wildly and loudly as possible. You are very bold. You are willing to stand up and be a leader. Your inner demon is intensity. You have a tendency to let your passions take over. People think you're cute because you're fiery. When you get worked up, it's charming. |
Alliyza's Belated Birthday Bash ~
Happy Happy Happy Belated Birthday Alliyza !!
The much awaited pictures have arrived !! BUT ( chill until the end of the post .. )
We "kids" decided to have a Belated Birthday Bash for Al cum surprise party
and a chance to get together-gether and just have some fun.
So we gathered at KY's house and each brought our own food as it was a pot lucky. ( I JUST found out today that the randomness in KY apparently runs in his family ) Quote " Do you guys want the bananas ? Its really nice !!" Unquote. But nvm. Nat was the latest ( as usual ) so we were almost gonna leave without her but Lucky she came ON TIME. ( like i said , as always ).
We walked to Al's house just nearby but we were like "lagging" cuz we were quite scared that
she was not already OUTTA the house by then. But she was. ( thanks auntie !!) All of this
was due to the secretive planning between li ying and nat and al's mum. Not bad, guys. LOL.
So we reached there on time. So we blew the balloons and prepared the food and stuff. =) Everything was like madness cuz Al was supposed to be back by 9.45 am. Well, we managed to be on time. Hooray !! I have a video of us scaring the wits outta her!! hehe.
We ate and played the most retarded game on earth which is " Kin Yen's Retarded Game". I won't even go into details. And then we played JJ's Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Which was like really fun and now i'm bugging my parents to buy one. lol. Mine personally fav game ( together with nat la duh ) was ( drum roollll ) Resident Evil 4. I thought i nearly lost my voice or something from screaming everytime a zombie came out of who-knows where.
From KY , i think we girls have just change the course of history with liking zombies. =p
and a chance to get together-gether and just have some fun.
So we gathered at KY's house and each brought our own food as it was a pot lucky. ( I JUST found out today that the randomness in KY apparently runs in his family ) Quote " Do you guys want the bananas ? Its really nice !!" Unquote. But nvm. Nat was the latest ( as usual ) so we were almost gonna leave without her but Lucky she came ON TIME. ( like i said , as always ).
We walked to Al's house just nearby but we were like "lagging" cuz we were quite scared that
she was not already OUTTA the house by then. But she was. ( thanks auntie !!) All of this
was due to the secretive planning between li ying and nat and al's mum. Not bad, guys. LOL.
So we reached there on time. So we blew the balloons and prepared the food and stuff. =) Everything was like madness cuz Al was supposed to be back by 9.45 am. Well, we managed to be on time. Hooray !! I have a video of us scaring the wits outta her!! hehe.
We ate and played the most retarded game on earth which is " Kin Yen's Retarded Game". I won't even go into details. And then we played JJ's Wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. Which was like really fun and now i'm bugging my parents to buy one. lol. Mine personally fav game ( together with nat la duh ) was ( drum roollll ) Resident Evil 4. I thought i nearly lost my voice or something from screaming everytime a zombie came out of who-knows where.
From KY , i think we girls have just change the course of history with liking zombies. =p
Thats about it. Enjoy the pictures ( and the video ! ) !!
Watch it and you won't regret it !! ( promise !! )
A group photo without me ~ ( i'm elusive !! )
Yumm !!
Here playing the retarded game ~
THE birthday cake !!
The only group pix with me ~
ENJOY ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Me
Thursday, October 23, 2008
What doesn't kill you, only makes you stronger..
I really didn't believe that idiom. I thought it was all just nonsense, kinda like most of the other stuff. But in reality. Its SO true. Long story.
Well, my day started off quite badly as i woke up kinda late.
Then my mom was hurrying me outta the house as she was gonna be late for work already.
Plus i was REALLY tired.
I went to Danielle's house in thought of maybe... just maybe i would have a chance to sleep.
But we ended up playing monopoly and piano.
It was definitely FUN. Loads.
Thanks guys.
But then we got to school, and as everyone knew, we had a library meeting that day.
Al told me that it started at 1.45 pm so we left Dan's house like 1.30 pm.
We weren't late, however when we got there,
we didn't see any librarians there.
We seriously panicked.
We rushed to the library to find that it was LOCKED.
Shock horror.
We were really freaked out. Seriously.
Then we found out that they were in the media room.
But we couldn't even get in the library.
What were we supposed to do ?
So we came up with a genius idea and decided to call Ah wong to help us open the door.
Thank goodness he was in a good mood.
We went in safely.
And listen to the boring lecture until 3 pm.
But thats not the most exciting part.
We had suspected him to KILL us, like seriously cuz he knew we ponteng school and just came for his boring thing that was a MUST.
However, we think that because there were other teachers there and that Saiful guy so he was "acting" it up to seem like he was a good teacher and sorts.
I really thank the Lord.
He really brought me through this time.
I was thinking the whole time that
"The worst thing he could do to us is FIRE us"
And thats not really a bad idea.
So what the heck.
I had to personally phone that guy.
And i was AS FREAKED OUT AS al.
But whatever.
This proves that the idiom is right.
And one more thing.
"Better late than never"
has never applied so WELL until now.
Oh well. It IS all in a day's work after all.
.
Its really complicated.
Like my life isn't complicated enough.
Like my life isn't complicated enough.
Well, my day started off quite badly as i woke up kinda late.
Then my mom was hurrying me outta the house as she was gonna be late for work already.
Plus i was REALLY tired.
I went to Danielle's house in thought of maybe... just maybe i would have a chance to sleep.
But we ended up playing monopoly and piano.
It was definitely FUN. Loads.
Thanks guys.
But then we got to school, and as everyone knew, we had a library meeting that day.
Al told me that it started at 1.45 pm so we left Dan's house like 1.30 pm.
We weren't late, however when we got there,
we didn't see any librarians there.
We seriously panicked.
We rushed to the library to find that it was LOCKED.
Shock horror.
We were really freaked out. Seriously.
Then we found out that they were in the media room.
But we couldn't even get in the library.
What were we supposed to do ?
So we came up with a genius idea and decided to call Ah wong to help us open the door.
Thank goodness he was in a good mood.
We went in safely.
And listen to the boring lecture until 3 pm.
But thats not the most exciting part.
We had suspected him to KILL us, like seriously cuz he knew we ponteng school and just came for his boring thing that was a MUST.
However, we think that because there were other teachers there and that Saiful guy so he was "acting" it up to seem like he was a good teacher and sorts.
I really thank the Lord.
He really brought me through this time.
I was thinking the whole time that
"The worst thing he could do to us is FIRE us"
And thats not really a bad idea.
So what the heck.
I had to personally phone that guy.
And i was AS FREAKED OUT AS al.
But whatever.
This proves that the idiom is right.
And one more thing.
"Better late than never"
has never applied so WELL until now.
Oh well. It IS all in a day's work after all.
.
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Calmness.
Its sometimes a wonder that you can feel a soothing calmness at all the wrong moments. Really.
I was like walking outside of my house and was just staring into the dark endless sky... after it had rained.
And it was soo amazing. It was like time just stopped at that moment. You didn't even realized how late it was.. and boy, it was already like 11 something. It was as if everybody was having a great time and there was no sadness in the world kinda feeling. I was like at Cameron Highlands all over again. Serious.
You probably think I'm crazy and have no life.
But i do. You should just try it. Walk straight out your house this instance and look into the sky. Inhale. Exhale.
Its this kinda thing that makes living worthwhile.
Chiru
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Dilemma ~
I am in such a dilemma in life NOW.. Pure Science or Sub Science ??
I still dunno. Actually supposed to go this week to find out more about the subjects. But then again, LaZy lar. Besides, they just treat us like good-for-nothing slaves ( sistem kerah ) Seriously. A real life modern version. We are the ones that should be in history.
Anyways, so.. i'm still undecided about the whole thing.
I neeed to give it more of a thought. *sigh*
Till then,
Estee
I still dunno. Actually supposed to go this week to find out more about the subjects. But then again, LaZy lar. Besides, they just treat us like good-for-nothing slaves ( sistem kerah ) Seriously. A real life modern version. We are the ones that should be in history.
Anyways, so.. i'm still undecided about the whole thing.
I neeed to give it more of a thought. *sigh*
Till then,
Estee
Friday, October 17, 2008
Weee.... TAGGY ~
Tag Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Time: 4.35 pm
Name: Estee
Sisters: none ?
Brothers: one.
Shoe size: 7 , 8 , 9 ?? Does it matter >?
Height: 172 cm, the last i checked.
Where do you live: On earth.
Favourite drinks: Milk shake and ice-blended drinks.
Favourite breakfast: Bacon and eggs.. Western breakfast !
Have you ever ;
Been on a plane: Yeah.
Swam in the ocean: Err.. Yeah. Too salty for my taste though.
Fallen asleep in school: Yeapp, especially during exams. lol.
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Time: 4.35 pm
Name: Estee
Sisters: none ?
Brothers: one.
Shoe size: 7 , 8 , 9 ?? Does it matter >?
Height: 172 cm, the last i checked.
Where do you live: On earth.
Favourite drinks: Milk shake and ice-blended drinks.
Favourite breakfast: Bacon and eggs.. Western breakfast !
Have you ever ;
Been on a plane: Yeah.
Swam in the ocean: Err.. Yeah. Too salty for my taste though.
Fallen asleep in school: Yeapp, especially during exams. lol.
Broken someone's heart: Aww.. haha... Not Yet.
Fell off your chair: I think so.. Can't really rmb..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Not all night but i think i've waited for someone to call before LAh.
Saved e-mails: Eh.. Where got people check this kinda thing wan ?
Had chicken pox: NOPE. Not like some FAT ASS. lol.
Had a sore throat: Yeah.
Stitches: Yeah, near my eye. VERY painful. Not that i rmb much though.
Broken nose: Nope. I hope never !
What is your room like: Dull. I don't really spend much time there.
What's right beside you: My water bottle ??
What is the last thing you ate: "canyon" fried chicken.
Do you ;
Believe in love at first sight: Yeah.. kinda. But you also need to get to know that person more la.
Last made you smile: Finishing PMR last made me smile like a cartoon character.
You last yelled at: Hmm.. Maybe Wei khai ? Lol. But not really la.
Those people wanna do then do la.
Some people kena tag also never do wan..
Estee
Fell off your chair: I think so.. Can't really rmb..
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Not all night but i think i've waited for someone to call before LAh.
Saved e-mails: Eh.. Where got people check this kinda thing wan ?
Had chicken pox: NOPE. Not like some FAT ASS. lol.
Had a sore throat: Yeah.
Stitches: Yeah, near my eye. VERY painful. Not that i rmb much though.
Broken nose: Nope. I hope never !
What is your room like: Dull. I don't really spend much time there.
What's right beside you: My water bottle ??
What is the last thing you ate: "canyon" fried chicken.
Do you ;
Believe in love at first sight: Yeah.. kinda. But you also need to get to know that person more la.
Last made you smile: Finishing PMR last made me smile like a cartoon character.
You last yelled at: Hmm.. Maybe Wei khai ? Lol. But not really la.
Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: Kinda..
Kissed anyone: NO.
Get sick: Not yet la.. But someone coughed at me. Swt.
Talked to an ex: Don't have one.
Miss someone: Hmm.. maybe ?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah, going to. at night.
What's under your bed: MONSTERS !! NO la, nothing under my bed cause there is NO UNDER.
What time is it now: 4.46 pm.
Random Qs:
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: YEAH. The person that TAGGED me.
Q: Do you have any siblings: Didn't i answer you already ??
Q: Do you want children: Erm. I don't really LIKE Brats.For now la.
Q: Do you smile often: If i'm happy.
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Boleh-tahan la.
Q: Are your toenails painted: Nope.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: A Water's BED aka water bed la.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: White.
Q: What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday: Calling friends.
Q: I can't wait till: HOLIDAYS.
Q: When did you cry last: Recently.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I hope so.
Q: Do you have any pets: Want a DOG la. Tak ada.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Err.. how am i supposed to know ? Am not a stalker.
Q: Did the last person you hold hands with mean anything to you now? Erm.. i don't think so. can't rmb who it was anyways.
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? NO. I would get up and watch = distracted.
Q: What are you doing right now? Doing this TAG LA. SWT MAN.
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? No..
Q: Can you handle the truth? Erm.. If its not tooo much of a shock.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? Both. I don't pilih kasih wan.
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? Family.
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? A few.
Q: Do you eat healthy? Not really.
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? Yeah. Plenty.
Q: How often do you go to church? Every sunday.
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? Bathe or sleep.
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time? LOUD.
Q: Are you confident? Most of the time.
Q: 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: Err.. talking, walking, eating, sleeping, and laughing.
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy: Bubblegum, waffles, ice-cream, milk shakes, and fruits.
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: Sleep.. ( sry getting REALLY lazy now)
Q: 5 of my bad habits: You should get to know me, then i wouldn't need to tell you.
Q: 5 places I have lived in: Malaysia.
Q: 5 jobs I've had: NONE.
Tag 5 people :
Lazy la.Kissed anyone: NO.
Get sick: Not yet la.. But someone coughed at me. Swt.
Talked to an ex: Don't have one.
Miss someone: Hmm.. maybe ?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Yeah, going to. at night.
What's under your bed: MONSTERS !! NO la, nothing under my bed cause there is NO UNDER.
What time is it now: 4.46 pm.
Random Qs:
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: YEAH. The person that TAGGED me.
Q: Do you have any siblings: Didn't i answer you already ??
Q: Do you want children: Erm. I don't really LIKE Brats.For now la.
Q: Do you smile often: If i'm happy.
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: Boleh-tahan la.
Q: Are your toenails painted: Nope.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: A Water's BED aka water bed la.
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: White.
Q: What were you doing at 7.00pm yesterday: Calling friends.
Q: I can't wait till: HOLIDAYS.
Q: When did you cry last: Recently.
Q: Are you a friendly person: I hope so.
Q: Do you have any pets: Want a DOG la. Tak ada.
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now? Err.. how am i supposed to know ? Am not a stalker.
Q: Did the last person you hold hands with mean anything to you now? Erm.. i don't think so. can't rmb who it was anyways.
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on? NO. I would get up and watch = distracted.
Q: What are you doing right now? Doing this TAG LA. SWT MAN.
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window? No..
Q: Can you handle the truth? Erm.. If its not tooo much of a shock.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father? Both. I don't pilih kasih wan.
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of? Family.
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved? A few.
Q: Do you eat healthy? Not really.
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? Yeah. Plenty.
Q: How often do you go to church? Every sunday.
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? Bathe or sleep.
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time? LOUD.
Q: Are you confident? Most of the time.
Q: 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: Err.. talking, walking, eating, sleeping, and laughing.
Q: 5 snacks I enjoy: Bubblegum, waffles, ice-cream, milk shakes, and fruits.
Q: 5 things I would do if I were a billionaire: Sleep.. ( sry getting REALLY lazy now)
Q: 5 of my bad habits: You should get to know me, then i wouldn't need to tell you.
Q: 5 places I have lived in: Malaysia.
Q: 5 jobs I've had: NONE.
Tag 5 people :
Those people wanna do then do la.
Some people kena tag also never do wan..
Estee
PMR over ~
Yayy !! PMR is finally O-V-E-R ~ Celebrate ! Celebrate ! The world neeeds to CELEBRATE !!
I have been ditching the com ( blogging, that is ) since a few weeks before PMR....but i am BACK people ~
To mark the "anniversary" of finishing a mile stone in my life, i have just reVAMPed this very BLOG ! Hope it marks a change in the flow and the " feng shui " of the blog !!! LOL. Just joking lah... obviously. Oh and before i forget..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
ALLIYZA !!
Soooorry its kinda late and sorrrryyyy again that i have not given you your pressie ...
Did i REALLY promise that ??? I cannot believe it..
Maybe i should think back and shut my mouth up next time for future references...
LOL.
But the PARTAYYY is just getting started PEOPLE !! Get your ass off the seat and start Groovvving your way to FUN and FREEDOM !!
I sound SOOOOO like a political canditate ... like the motto and manifesto ( oh crap.... sejarah again... ) Sorry Ning... i will TRY NOT say anything concerning STUDIES..
But unfortunately it has becomed a habit in my mind because of PMR..
PUT THE BLAME ON PMR. Not me.
Till i come back to the earth from fantasy land,
Estee
I have been ditching the com ( blogging, that is ) since a few weeks before PMR....but i am BACK people ~
To mark the "anniversary" of finishing a mile stone in my life, i have just reVAMPed this very BLOG ! Hope it marks a change in the flow and the " feng shui " of the blog !!! LOL. Just joking lah... obviously. Oh and before i forget..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY
ALLIYZA !!
Soooorry its kinda late and sorrrryyyy again that i have not given you your pressie ...
Did i REALLY promise that ??? I cannot believe it..
Maybe i should think back and shut my mouth up next time for future references...
LOL.
But the PARTAYYY is just getting started PEOPLE !! Get your ass off the seat and start Groovvving your way to FUN and FREEDOM !!
I sound SOOOOO like a political canditate ... like the motto and manifesto ( oh crap.... sejarah again... ) Sorry Ning... i will TRY NOT say anything concerning STUDIES..
But unfortunately it has becomed a habit in my mind because of PMR..
PUT THE BLAME ON PMR. Not me.
Till i come back to the earth from fantasy land,
Estee
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