Back in business.

Well, after coming back to school after that so-called long holidays.
I've been like non-stop in the library doing stuff.
Thank Goodness that FAT ASS isn't there anymore.
He even cleared his things from his "sound-proof" room.
Who knows what happened inside there all those years ?
;)

I was thinking of getting a job.
But who knows right ?
=p

Cross fingers that it'll work out as planned.

My Top 3 Guys. ;)

Sorry, its all purely non-fictional characters.
Haha. I mean they are human people but just a tad bit outta my reach there. ;)
And they are all in no particular order.
For now. XD

Mizushima Hiro



I fell in love with him through watching these shows. LOL.

1) Mei-chan no shitsuji

He is Shibata Rihito , high-ranking butler to Mei-chan.
He's SO adorable and everything you could ever dream for !!
Or maybe its just my fetish for those yummy butlers.
Thats his picture from this show !! * hearts *

Like ice-cream.
Like Hayate... * melts *
Enough said. ;)

2) Hanakimi ( Japanese ver. )

Its been ages since i watched that show but .. he's the dorm leader.
How could i forget ?
Even with such a small part, he makes an impact. XD
He's a playboy in this show. Haha.
Like who can actually resist his charms ?
* Melts for the second time *

3) Zettai Kareshi

I actually just watched this show this year as i couldn't stand looking at that guy who plays the robot, Night.
Night was supposed to be hot and charming and everything - he wasn't.
Anyways, i was rooting for Mizushima Hiro ALL THE WAY - he was playing the part as her boss. XXX =]
He still looked sexy and everything.
Clumsy and charming at the same time ;)
* Melts again *

Jun Matsumoto



He's looking HOT here. * phew *

He acted in quite a number of shows but i can't remember which one of his shows did i fall for him. ;)

1) Hana Yori Dango

He acted as Domyouji Tsukasa as part of the F4 - Flower 4.
I know, lame name, right ?
Btw, Hanazawa Rui was part of that team too !!
I actually liked him more that Jun in this show but since i LOVED this show, i simply had to mention it.
No offense. I hate him with curly hair.

2) Smile

I have not watched this show yet ; but i'm going to. Though i think this one would really see him shine. ;)

3) Arashi

After watching HYD 1,2 and FINAL. I kinda liked him..
But it was really when i watched him sing as part of the boy-band Arashi, that made me go kinda loco.
By far, he's the best-looking of them all, or so i see la.
Especially when they sang the OST for all the HYD shows !!
It was simply marvelous. * hearts *
Plus he's really cute when you catch him at the right time la.

Sadly, the shows he chooses to act in are a little weird...
Though entertaining i guess..

Nicholas Teo

He's actually Malaysian, if you didn't know. He's MALAYSIAN ;)

1) Smiling Pasta

He acts besides Cyndi Wang in a CUTE and fun loving show.
Its really an old show, but a gem, i must say. XD
I fell in love with him, as a singer and her, as a singer as well, through this show !
He really tries to act tough and everything and teases her alot.
He even composes a song for her !!
Thats like the most romantic thing ever =]
This show is actually super romantic.
For all you mushy and love-loving people out there, this is the show to watch.
The eye-candy is good as well ~

2) Woody Sambo

He acts beside.. Amber Kuo. Yeah.
She's all tomboyish and he's all pampered from a high-lifestyle.
Together, they're really sweet !!
He ends up falling for her as they go through obstacles together.
Ahhhh.... Even though i haven't finished the show yet, its been really good. =]

And i think from what i saw through some advertisements on TV, he's acting with Belinda. From 8tv in a new show!!
Showing on sundays. But i can't remember the title and the time but i think its Love in Seoul..

Sorry, its actually supposed to be top 5 guys but i have to go now, maybe next time then =]
So satisfy yourself until i get back then.

:) Weirdo , i am.

A Short Breath Of Fresh Air.

Yes.
Thats what this hols are about.
A break before the real nightmare begins.

Thank Goodness for the short but really sweet rest i have been able to have.
Especially Sunday's bbq.

Thanks So much Ning.
I know you were really tired after having us around in your house !!
And thanks for those magazines you showed me !!
I almost fainted with joy seeing Mizushima Hiro looking ever so hot in the magazine. LOL.
Haha. I can kinda understand your craze over Hey Say Jump and Kattun.. KINDA.
Now i feel like going to buy those gorgeous mags somewhere in Malaysia.
* hints heavily * - I WANT THAT JAPANESE MAG AHH -

Haha. Sorry, just ignore that sentence. Momentarily gone crazy.
Anyways. I have tuition later on. Boos. =(
Not that i dont like it, just that i know there will be H/W later.
Sad thing, just when i was enjoying myself having a rest.

A breather. Tomorrow i have to go back to school again.
To face the music.
Gosh. Just thinking about it makes me so depressed.

Ahaha.. i wanted to post a picture of him as ever-gorgeous Shibata Rihito from Mei-chan no shitsuji
to show the world the guys i fell in love with !! * faints *
Sorry, i just have a fetish for HOT butler guys. ;)

Keep an eye open.
The next post is going to be my Top 5 Favourite Fictional and Non-fictional guys. ;)

Until then, then. XD

Blogger gal is b.a.c.k. ;)

It has been AGES ( who knows how long ) since i last updated. Ahah.
Sorry,guys. Or whoever who follows my blog.
But i have a good reason larh.
Got FINAL exams.

But its OVER.

FINALLY.


I dont wanna talk about it. ;( Its depressing. Haha. Dont ask. LOL.
i have a lot of comments on the series of events following the start of exams but ... yeah.
Its complicated. YOU know.

Just TRY to picture this. And tell me its not even SPM yet.
Everyday there was nothing to look forward to.
Everyday after an exam, having to study for the next exam the very next day.
No rest at all.
Ugrh.
Everyday was a challenge just to get up from napping - back to the books again.
._. It was a very sad life.
But you know whats the worst thing ?
That after the exams comes the worst part of all.
The Dreaded Results.
Just tell me about it, man.

But there's always a rainbow after the storm right ? God's promise. Ahhhh...

Time to unwind and relax for 5 days before getting back the results.
Sheessh. Talk about potong-steam man.

ANYWAYS.
Ven Hui has managed to get me KINDA hooked on to

AAA.

Which is actually Attack All Around. Dont ask me why their name is such. As i have no idea.
But Triple A works fine for me and those who know what we're talking about, LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_yfzIyAYyQ

GO THERE and listen to them singing, though its just the guys this time round. LOL.
Sorry this vid starts with the talking part which you can just skip until the middle when they start singing, its magical.
I especially liked this version of GET CHU ! One of my Favs. ;)
No offense to TakaUno fans, LOL. But Misako's voice kinda puts me off. Though the guy's singing is lovely. HAHA.

Todays the beginning of the short hols i'm gonna have so i'm trying to enjoy as much as i can.

Thats it for today la. See ya the next update. XD

Exams are so in right now.

Hey, guys. Just a little note and update before i go back to the books for another 4 weeks and then i'm free. ;)

Yeah, so its been hectic but i think i only appreciate life and school more when the exams are coming up and everything is crazy !
I don't think i've had the funnest time since EVER compared to today in the library after schooling hours... =]
Hahaha... Oh Chanette and Jin Hao. I need to get my mind off you guys if i'm EVER gonna study.
i think only Marion can understand what that even means.
I have a confession to make.
But maybe after the exams larh.. ;)
Wait for it. Ning.

Toodles. Thats all i can say.
Sejarah has been pushed forward so i need to GET ON TO IT like immediately.
Sorry no more updates until the 17 of October 2009.
And to all those PMR ers.
ALL THE BEST ! I know you guys can do it. ;)

And to all those 4 Ixora - ians.
I love you guys. Keep it up ~~

XD Bye bye !!

There's just me.

The hols are here and they are gone in the next blink of an eye.

So i just thought i'll try the
- post a picture of something super random at the beginning of each post -
thing.

So there i am .. cam-whoring. First time ever okay ? lol.
I decided i wanted to be EXTRA cam-whore-y since i met Chanette and Aileen the Cam-whore queens. LOL.

I hope i'm getting it right. Haha. Any advice is welcomed.
Oh.

I just finished reading the trilogy - Uglies, Pretties, Specials.
I must say Specials is the best book of all because of all its twists. ;)
Though the ending sucked pretty badly for a good book.
I wonder what is Extras about ? Kya. Can't wait to find out larh.
Sim Syn Yi. I'm counting on you =]

Its just a random idea but. Maybe i want to study law / journalism in Japan.
Won't that be like so awesome ? ;)
I'm trying to get the part of learning japanese right..
But i don't think i'm quite there yet.

がんばてくださいみんあさん！！

For all those who wanna achieve your dreams. ;)
Reach out and never give up !
I'm trying to hold on to mine too.
Lets work hard !

My life as a " sixteen year old "..

Hey.. There's gonna be loads of other versions of this thing so i'd better go first. ;)

Okay. This is to make it seem like i'm the victim here. Well, it is actually. So.

This morning my family had curiously planned an outing to the park - to exercise.
Well, nothing seemed odd.. as they always go out for walks anyways.
Until my SUPER guilty parents said .. " Oh, lets go to the Tmn Tun Park as a family occasion ! "
I didn't really thought about it much. They were just being their so-called usual self and kinda forced me to go along.
So.

I went along.. feeling really tired as i had slept late last night.
I was forced to wake up at 8.15 am. Mind you. That is freakishly early for me during the hols.
So my mom parked the car. We got out.
We walked to the starting point where the exercising stuff were.
Then.

SURPRISE !!

ESTHER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

I was stunned to my feet combined with the feeling of being REALLY BLUR in the mornings.. ( i think i'm famous for that now.. )
I blink once, twice.

WHATTT ?????!!

My So-called " innocent " friends were all holding cameras and taking a video of my reaction. My BLUR reaction.
I was speechless and you know what ? I DON"T get speechless on a daily basis. Though i know now i'm a bubblehead.

Congratulations.

I half expected THAT to be very well a DREAM.
I was all.. HUH ? Its only 27th August 2009.. But they had planned it earlier so i wouldn't suspect a thing..
I knew that little boy staring at me when i walked in wasn't part of my imagination....
Sheeesh.
I kena tricked.
By my own friends.
When i finally woke up and got to my senses.

Thats just the beginning.
After that, they had a " BLAST " ( Al , Ning and Li ying ) planning some station game which BTW, is EXTREMELY tiring.
I was already dying-tired trying to FIND them.
And thats not counting doing Ning's station " kissing " game and Li Ying's " Umbrella " game.
BTW, if you see any vids from the others blog about the part of the day - I was forced to do it.
And just to clear things up.. DONT TAKE WHAT YOU SEE LITERALLY.
My goodness.
I KENA tortured laarh.

We had a cute picnic lunch soon afterwards. I ate quite a lot i supposed.
the cupcakes which were delicious, Alliyza ;
I think i would have gained weight a little LOL.
We soon started to Cam - whore but i unfortunately didn't bring my cam .. ;(
So i had to rely on the pictures the others were taking.

So sorry no pictures here !! ;)

P.S THANKS SO MUCH, guys. I really enjoyed myself even though i'm not really that into the outdoorsy stuff. ;)
Like i said.I wouldn't be what i am now without you guys. =]

P.s.s Watch out Alliyza and Potato. ;)

Sometimes i think its just me.

Uhuh.
With all the H1N1 craze going around even in school as well as the whole country.
I think its just me that doesnt really feel .. crazy over it.

Yeah, sure.. some people already got H1N1 or you rather call it the Influenza A ..
To be honest, i'm abit muddled over the theory part of the virus.
Plus. Marion just got sick.
She was feeling so unwell today - Like a zombie.
Plus she's not coming for the next two days.
Thank goodness its only for thurs and fri.
I dont think i can survive school without her there ;(
Miss you loads already..

And i think its just me that thinks getting certs for school koko is retarded now i have to go PURPOSELY because of that.
And now Marion's not coming either.
It'll be me and Wongy only i think. Haha...
I wanna sleep in so badly ;(

Plus the really weird and odd thing that happened to me today was ..

Ms Yeow.
As in the squeaky high-pitched english speaking one.
When i stayed back today for librarian duty.
And was in the canteen to eat lunch as usual.
She came up to us : Me , Alliyza, Marion and Hui Shyen.

Ms Yeow We Me

Whose Jessie ?
Err.. no one..
Oh.. oops. Not Jessie. Whats your name ? ( refering to me )
Err.. Esther ?
Oh. You're Esther.
Yeah.. - super long moment - Hi.

> Super weird awkward moment in the history of my life <

Plus she ended up sitting in the next table with Pn Tan, And Pn Hoo.
Please dont let her read this. Omg. ;)

Thats all i have to say for today.

Bonus story ;) I changed the story a little.

There was this princess who lived in a tall tower.
The tower had everything she ever wanted..
Food, nice clothes and toys to play with.
But the thing was..
The tower didn't have a door. Or a stairs.
There was only a window to look out into the forest below.

The princess always wanted to have a mirror to look at her beautiful face.
But the tower would not give that to her.
Soon she became fed up with her cosy life up there and she jump down, never to go back again.
She ran as fast as she could to find what she was looking for her whole life.
A mirror.

Soon she became tired from the exercise.
She reached a stream.
Clear and pretty.
Flowing through the forest at a slow and steady speed.
Hold on. CLEAR.
She rushed forward, wanting to see that face she had all those years.

What she saw was..

UGLY.
She was an ugly princess.

To be continued.
P.s those who know where it came from.. =] Enjoy my version.

Bubble-making ; totally.

Hahas. Excuse the title.
Only people or rather UGLIES-fans would understand it but oh well.
Lets get started.

For the first time in my life as Esther Goh.
I sang on stage, during Youth Service.
It was on of Ps Julie's SUPER RANDOM and spontaneous acts and she wanted new people to worship and play the instruments.
And since VH and Amanda went for the first services'.. she encouraged me to go up as they were calling ppl.
Thanks. ;)
But it was like so perasan lar.
I mean.. nobody asked me to go also.. but aiyah. I went anyways. Cuz of my love of singing.
But my throat went dry on me and my voice box like TOTALLY crashed when i went up.
I could barely sing a note.
Thank goodness i wasnt like worship-leading or whatever.
Though Crystal and the other guy as well as Jack. You guys were amazing.
I was super nerved-wreck and yet you guys kept your cool and produce results !!
I think Ps Julie was really proud of you guys.

On the other hand. You wanna know what went through my mind when i was standing there ?

I was thinking.
" Oh crap. I shouldn't have wore this shirt today if i knew i was going on stage "
" Oh crap. I look wayy too tall up there especially on stage "
" Oh crap. I can't sing properly. Is this mike even working ? I bet it isn't. Then no one will hear me sing horribly "

This just feels like singing Karaoke in Nat's house.
Which is just weird thinking that when i was actually singing in front of all of the youth of second service.
Feeling extremely nervous.
Haiz.

But that was quite cool, actually.
LOLS. Hear me babble on. Teehee.
Now i'm thinking of joining the worship team. Hah.
Just me and my wishful thinking combined with the euphoria that hasnt quite worn off.
Just wait for me.

I'm coming.
Why isn't there someone to catch me when i fall ?

Dance ; today.

I am doing my updates in double now since i barely touch it. So just you cant say i dont update. lol.

Today after waking up at 7.30 am and getting to church on time.
I went to Ky's house for a Dance PARTY - just joking.
I went there actually to supposedly help Ning torture the guys ( see? She's evil too .. ) with their Prefects dance routine ;
But in the end, i got to learn so much more XD

Don't worry Ning.
I didn't feel bored cuz i was learning the dance moves too !!
I feel like i actually can dance !! Not well like you and jimmy but O-K lar.
Maybe i ought to take up dancing classes or something lol.

Sorry Ky cause i went there to WASTE your precious resources - as i wasnt even supposed to be there.
You could have starved me of food and water if you wanted to save the earth mah.
I wouldnt mind. ._.
If that will make you happy.

I had loads of fun too =]
Thanks guys and Ning =p
I was too lazy to take any pictures so.. there arent any.. sorry !!

Thought that it was important enough to get a post by itself.
Hah. Take that.