The Last Days.

Yeappp. The last days of Form 4 has arrived.
Not to mention Christmas is heree. ;)

Merry Christmas Eve, everyone.
I just had an supperr awesome time watching Castle on Star World.
Thats my Christmas Eve for you, people.
And the weird thing is,
I'm actually loving it.

Omg.
Am i having another crush ?
Oh great.
There goes my hormones.
Here is another object of affection :

Nathan Fillion

Just for clearing things up abit.
He's the supperr adorable and charming Richard Castle.
Not to mention, gorgeously handsome to boot.
Who stars opposite Stana Katic in Castle.
My heart is melting all over again.
But i really have to say he and her have such strong chemistry and tension in the show ;
That its grrrr. just watching them.
Oh well.

I'm just loving Thursdays so much more now.
Rawr. :)

I'm gonna be leaving for my long-awaited hols soon.
Can't wait for it.
To just be lying on the beach.
Having FUN.
Grrrr..

Another lovable geek coming right up ..
on a platter, just waiting to be served.

Here i come, Chuck.

Nisssy ;)

Takahiro Nishijima of the J-pop band AAA.
My current fetish. ;)

Here are some supper cute & adorable pictures of him. And his groupie.
Oh no, I'm turning into an AAA fan.
I was actually looking for their CD in IUTAMA yesterday.
Is that supposed to mean something ?

The super awesome AAA ;)



Its Nissy ;)
( He's the one at the top btw )



Nissy from -Delicious Gakuen-
Thats a drama he's acted it. ;)

Just stare into his oh-so-innocent eyes.
Its super adorable XD

Nissy during a photoshoot for a jap mag.

He's the one on the left.



Super-cute Nissy hugging a Fluffy Pillow.
Look at him smiling ;)
Just melts your heart.

Sorry VenHui, no TAKAUNO pictures here this time.
Maybe once i'm pulled into the craze of them together then... ;)

Here's from the livejournal Takauno Website. ( http://community.livejournal.com/takauno/?skip=18 )


Here's an except from a radio interview with Nissy, Misako, and Hidaka.


Uno: No, I appreciate those things a lot. But I ignore him when he tries to impress me.


Nishijima: I don't try, I do impress you.


(Everyone laughs).


Uno: When you say things like "I wore green today because I read in a magazine that girls' hearts flutter when they see men in green." (Nishijima laughs in embarrassment)... I have to ignore you by saying "My heart is unaffected!"


Nishijima: Mean~


Thats it this time, folks. ;) Enjoy @.@

ShOpping. :S

I've said it in my first post in THIS VERY blog.
And i'll say it again.
I love shopping. ;)

It just makes you happy.
Even for a moment.
Before you regret it later but anyways.
;) It makes you feel blessed.

Hahah.
I finally did my first shopping without my mom there.
I'm proud of myself.
Even though its such a trivial thing.
I can just see myself ..

shopping

In the near future.
Hahaha.
My dream job would be ..

to be a personal shopper.

Like in all seriousness.
That would be heaven.
Like a heaven full of ice-cream-kinda dream.

Ahhh.. Its been ages also that i've crapped so much in one go.
It actually feels good.
XD Blogging is like therapy.
Hahhahahahahhahha.

Soothing therapy.
Like watching

Castle
Cyril
Chuck

In one night.
Absolutely gorgeous.
I've crushes on 3 guys whose name starts with a C.
And they are on TV.
Oh well.

Xoxo. I've also bought Brad & Rebekah's Cds =]
I've heard them.
Simply AMAZING just isnt the right word.
They are like Hillsong ^^

Hmm..
Cha-cha.
Listening to AAA songs, madly.
I'm just in a period of loving people right now.

Reunion of the hearts.

Yesterday was just amazing. ;)
Thank YOU Natasha and Michelle.
For going along with the super crazy random idea of having a primary school reunion out of the blue.
*hearts*

If you guys ever see this,
You know who you are. XD
Thanks for coming ! ;)
It really meant alot to me to see you GUYS again after 4 years.

But you know the really weird thing,
I was so nervous and worried that i wouldnt recognize you guys XD Haha.
But you guys made me feel at ease almost straight away.
I guess some things just never change, huh ? =)
I really miss the old days.
When we just had loads of fun and basically never really studied ? Lols.

I think i've passed the age of blogging about every single thing i did during that specific time so i'll just highlight the events ;)

Eating lunch for 3 hours.
HAHA.
No thanks to me & jian wen.
But i still BEAT YOU. lols.
That cheese is * thank goodness * not inside my stomach anymore. XD
AHAHAH.
Hey, dont blame me. I was just enjoying the moment.
I think i just passed my limit for talking for the next few years ahahaha...

Played bowling.
I Finally passed the 100 mark.
Haha.
Thank U Soung Hui.
Watching you hit spare everytime made me hit strike. XD
My good luck charm ? LOLS.
And watching everyone with their own way of throwing the bowling ball made me crack up ;)
Jian wen, why didnt you put the ball down and kick it like that litle kid ?
I was waiting for it ahahahaha.
But too bad you guys had to leave so early.

Watched movie.
AHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
This had us, which included me, chanette, jian wen and adrian, stuck in front of the GSC counter deciding which show to watch.
With two guys and two girls.
You know how wrong that looked. ;P
After like MANY phone calls and loads of laughter, we decided to watch THAT SHOW. ;)
Its the unspoken show ahahaha. ( Insider joke )
Anyways, it wasn't SO bad.
You guys THINK WAYYY wrong man.
It was a U show, what did you expect ?
AHHA. Adrian expected loads of ACTION.
Psssshhhhh. Its making me crack up AGAIN.

Bookshop.
We ended up spending the leftover time before the show to hang around MPH.
Looking at weird calendars.
And weird ASSes.
Jian wen went " This is so much better than your ass".
AHAHAHHA. To Chanette of course. Lols.

Dinner.
We couldnt decide WHERE in the whole IU to eat.
Other than overpriced places.
So we decided to follow adrian to meet up with his parents.
And ended up eating in the same place.
I was still bloated, like SERIOUSLY.
So me and chanette shared a plate of squid.
Adrian and jian wen ate the Same japanese noodles and chicken with pork and egg and who-knows-what-else.
So sweeeeeeeetttt, right ?
But jian wen couldnt finish it and kept offering adrian. We have proooooff. XD
In the end, jian wen said he was pregnant. 2-3 months. Hahaha.
We ended the day trying to give advice to him on how to care for himself while he's pregnant.
HAHAHHAHAHA. ;)

The end of the day. PHEW.
I'm still bummed from yesterday and everything.
So i'll probably post the pictures on FB.
And maybe some here larh. See first. ;)

Tadaahh.
Now i cant wait for the next reunion. XD

In a blink of an eye.

Since i got a blog all those years ago.
I tend to write emo stuff and saying all those sad stuff and venting my frustrations here.
;) That has really pulled me through those times.
And God plays a huge part in that too.

My special thanks :
Thank you God for always being there for me throughout the entire 2009.
Next year 2010, its gonna be another hard year yet again,
But i know you'll always be there for me.
Good or bad.
Please forgive me if i have ever ignored you.
All those times i never give a second thought about how you felt when i forgot about you ;
And those simple miracles that you have shown me but i have pushed it aside.

I thank you for blessing me with awesome
friends,
family,
and cuddly soft toys.

;) I look forward to 2010. With you.

Church Charity Bazaar 2009

HEYY. This year ;) GTPJ ( my church ) will be having a Charity Bazaar right in my church.
Sorrys i dont have the flier that contains its details .. So.


HERE YOU GO : MY VERSION =]


GTPJ CHARITY BAZAAR 2009

DATE : FRIDAY , 27TH NOVEMBER
TIME : 9.00 AM TO 3.00 PM
VENUE : GLAD TIDINGS AOG ( Sect 13 )
No. 6, Jalan 13/4, 46200 Petaling Jaya.

Yeah. For those of you whom i'd smsed.
This is the details that you need to know.
BTW, it says charity so all the proceeds will be given to the church sponsored ORPHANAGE - Rumah Juara.

Anything you wanna ask just give me call. ;)
Hope to see you there =]
Oh yeah. Please RSVP to me by Tomorrow ( 26/11/09) NIGHT LATEST.

Arigato.

;) I just suddenly felt like saying this. XD
I want to thank my friends;
My beloved chummy friends.
Who has brought my this far in life.
Without you guys..
I dont think i would have enough energy.
To get up every morning.
And...

Face the day with such bravery.
With a smile.

And know that everything's gonna be alright.

I admit that there are some times when;
I just wanna slap you guys.

For the headaches.
For the heartaches.
For the tears.

But i still love you.
;) Lets have another AWESOME year together.
Regardless of streaming. Or not.
xoxo.

A little extra.
I just loved this picture.
Guys, i just realized that we dont have a photo together !!
Promise we'll have one the next time we meet. ;)

Mangkuk, Mangkuk and Mangkuk.
;)
Of course it's my fav picture.

Miss. Understanding.

Phew. FB is a powerful tool, whether good or bad. :S
Maybe its just me who misread. the relationship thingy.
But does that mean that i'm IN ONE ?
Omg.

In all seriousness.
There's a high possibility that i'm blurrr.
Or that everyone's very CARING.
Hahas.
I can roughly guess what kind of reaction will come out of this if i do post this on twitter @ facebook.
;)

Especially those mangkuks.
HHAHA.
Lucky me that its the HOLIDAY season !!
Merry Christmas, everyone ;)
Thank You God for making holidays at the right time XD

Hehe. You guys would have forgotten it by the time school starts.
Or maybe i would forget. ;)
Wakaka.

PLEASE whoever reads this join twitter.
I am in desperate need of a someone to follow.
HAHAHA.
SEriously.
;) CG , i'm Coomminggg ;)

Getting there. But not quite.

I feel like i deserve better. Anyhow.
Psssh. My favourite word for today.
I feel more and more confused.
Sometimes i hate it.
Sometimes i like it.

I dont know what to think anymore.
Sometimes i feel like pulling my hair out.
But sometimes i feel like that is what that pulls me through each day.
I know i will always have a loving and caring family,
And the LORD above.

But still.

Sigh. If only there weren't such thing like..

love.
emotions.

Then there wont be sadness.
But there wont be happiness either.

Oh well..

Its been a long journey..

GHOST FRIENDS

Its been a 10 episode journey but its really been wonderful.
I couldn't have chosen a better show to start my drama addiction this hols. ;)

Kyaaaa.... i just finished it like 5 seconds ago !! Its really an awesome show.
Ven Hui, don't hesitate !! Go watch it now !! =]

Roughly the summary's about a girl called Asuka ( Fukuda Saki ) who can see ghosts after a car accident which she lost her two best friends, Miku and Yui. She lives to help lost ghosts who has lived in regret over something and helps them go on towards the afterlife. ;) How nobel, right ?? Then one day, she meets a young man ( or so it seems ) called Kaito ( Takahiro Nishijima ) who is searching for his lover, Misora ( Iriyama Yoriko ). The story goes along until their paths continuously connected as if through fate. She eventually falls for Kaito. But all is not as it seems ?? Watch it. ;)

My favourite part, the breakdown of the characters !! XD

Fukuda Saki

Acts as young and naive Kamiya Asuka.
Who can see ghosts.
And more often than not,
she simply can't reject those ghost's requests and goes along helping them.
Until she meets the lovely Hayami Kaito.
And falls in love.

I don't think they will find anyone who will play this role better than her. ;)
Even though this is the first show i've watched her act in,
I'm quite impressed. Hahas.
She's a pretty gal and can pass off as a normal high school student.
I loved her especially when she's in her fallen-in-love state.
She's hilarious. ;)
4 stars for her acting !!!

Takahiro Nishijima ( Nissy )

Acts as the lovely and charming Hayami Kaito.
The young ghost who comes back to the living world to find his lover.
But how is it that Kamiya Asuka, whom he befriended
falls head-over-heels with him ?
And he as well ?

He's character is a little complicated but he pulls it off nevertheless.
No doubt, he's a great actor. ;)
Loved his gorgeous heart-melting smile =]
( now i know what you mean, VH XD )
Beautiful acting.
Charming and sweet.
The ever-perfect man Lols.
5 STARS !!

Thats my summary about the show. Beautiful show with a deep and heartfelt meaning within it.
;) Superb. I look forward to watching his other shows !! Delicious Gakuen. ;)
I know it'll be awesome. ;)

Haha.

I finally got around to updating my blog and revamping my blog at the same time.
After i done everything... i sat down and took a really good look at my blog.
Err.. its toooooo lovey-dovey. Hahaha.
Oh well.
I'm too awfully lazy to change everything all over again. ;)

Okay, Alot has happened in the last week.
Just the last week has been enough to fill my head.
Haiz.

Okay. At first i was soo hyped up about everything - exams are over.. relax ... and take up a job ?? !!

Taking a job

Okays, so last wed me, ning, chanette and michelle went to look for part-time jobs at IU.
We found some and filled up some forms larh.
Nothing much.. but we did encounter some awful weirdos.
Well, long story short.
In the end, after loong discussions and talks.
In the end, my parents weren't too fond of me taking a job. Says i'm too young.
In the end, only michelle took up a job at secret recipe.
Good for you, girl. ;)
On the hand, maybe in a few years time...

Canteen Day

Yeah. SMKBU3 FINALLY had their annual Canteen Day 2009 after it being postponed.
;) It was AWESOME. Enough said.
Though i think a lot of it had to do with Snow Sprays.
And sticky and soapy hands and legs. Haha.
Dont think sick lah.
It did happen rightt ? * winks *
I finally got a photo with ms pearl ;) * beams *
Wakkaka. And of course, gatal pictures of the original mangkuk.
Blackmail , blackmail. Hehe.

I actually didnt work at all on the day so it was like i just lepak mostly at the 4 Mawar's stall.
=] And kacau them la of course.
But that li liang ah.. steal my purple dolly !!! ( cries )
Aiyah. Wtv la. See if i care.... ;(
Lols. Joking joking.

AAA Fangirling

Hahah, Okays. This is just random but that what fangirling does to you.
So last friday i went to Ven Hui's uchi to have some fangirling time with AAA.
Lols. She has made me become a fan of AAA !! ;)
In a good way larh.
Now i simply ADORE TAKAHIRO NISHIJIMA.
More about him in the next post..
Since Ven Hui simply insists that i add him i in my top 5 list of guys.
Hahaha. I Will. No WORRIES.

=P Thats about it. And i PONTENG school today !! ( an achievement, baybeh ;)
Actually no larh, my mom's busy today so she couldnt fetch me home if i went to school anyways.
Thats the reason i get to sleep until 10.30 am today.. AHH .. ;)
Hehe, Dont get jealous, guys and girls.
Its raining now and i gotta go eat my maggi in a cup noodles now.
Chiaoz.

Back in business.

Well, after coming back to school after that so-called long holidays.
I've been like non-stop in the library doing stuff.
Thank Goodness that FAT ASS isn't there anymore.
He even cleared his things from his "sound-proof" room.
Who knows what happened inside there all those years ?
;)

I was thinking of getting a job.
But who knows right ?
=p

Cross fingers that it'll work out as planned.

My Top 3 Guys. ;)

Sorry, its all purely non-fictional characters.
Haha. I mean they are human people but just a tad bit outta my reach there. ;)
And they are all in no particular order.
For now. XD

Mizushima Hiro



I fell in love with him through watching these shows. LOL.

1) Mei-chan no shitsuji

He is Shibata Rihito , high-ranking butler to Mei-chan.
He's SO adorable and everything you could ever dream for !!
Or maybe its just my fetish for those yummy butlers.
Thats his picture from this show !! * hearts *

Like ice-cream.
Like Hayate... * melts *
Enough said. ;)

2) Hanakimi ( Japanese ver. )

Its been ages since i watched that show but .. he's the dorm leader.
How could i forget ?
Even with such a small part, he makes an impact. XD
He's a playboy in this show. Haha.
Like who can actually resist his charms ?
* Melts for the second time *

3) Zettai Kareshi

I actually just watched this show this year as i couldn't stand looking at that guy who plays the robot, Night.
Night was supposed to be hot and charming and everything - he wasn't.
Anyways, i was rooting for Mizushima Hiro ALL THE WAY - he was playing the part as her boss. XXX =]
He still looked sexy and everything.
Clumsy and charming at the same time ;)
* Melts again *

Jun Matsumoto



He's looking HOT here. * phew *

He acted in quite a number of shows but i can't remember which one of his shows did i fall for him. ;)

1) Hana Yori Dango

He acted as Domyouji Tsukasa as part of the F4 - Flower 4.
I know, lame name, right ?
Btw, Hanazawa Rui was part of that team too !!
I actually liked him more that Jun in this show but since i LOVED this show, i simply had to mention it.
No offense. I hate him with curly hair.

2) Smile

I have not watched this show yet ; but i'm going to. Though i think this one would really see him shine. ;)

3) Arashi

After watching HYD 1,2 and FINAL. I kinda liked him..
But it was really when i watched him sing as part of the boy-band Arashi, that made me go kinda loco.
By far, he's the best-looking of them all, or so i see la.
Especially when they sang the OST for all the HYD shows !!
It was simply marvelous. * hearts *
Plus he's really cute when you catch him at the right time la.

Sadly, the shows he chooses to act in are a little weird...
Though entertaining i guess..

Nicholas Teo

He's actually Malaysian, if you didn't know. He's MALAYSIAN ;)

1) Smiling Pasta

He acts besides Cyndi Wang in a CUTE and fun loving show.
Its really an old show, but a gem, i must say. XD
I fell in love with him, as a singer and her, as a singer as well, through this show !
He really tries to act tough and everything and teases her alot.
He even composes a song for her !!
Thats like the most romantic thing ever =]
This show is actually super romantic.
For all you mushy and love-loving people out there, this is the show to watch.
The eye-candy is good as well ~

2) Woody Sambo

He acts beside.. Amber Kuo. Yeah.
She's all tomboyish and he's all pampered from a high-lifestyle.
Together, they're really sweet !!
He ends up falling for her as they go through obstacles together.
Ahhhh.... Even though i haven't finished the show yet, its been really good. =]

And i think from what i saw through some advertisements on TV, he's acting with Belinda. From 8tv in a new show!!
Showing on sundays. But i can't remember the title and the time but i think its Love in Seoul..

Sorry, its actually supposed to be top 5 guys but i have to go now, maybe next time then =]
So satisfy yourself until i get back then.

:) Weirdo , i am.

A Short Breath Of Fresh Air.

Yes.
Thats what this hols are about.
A break before the real nightmare begins.

Thank Goodness for the short but really sweet rest i have been able to have.
Especially Sunday's bbq.

Thanks So much Ning.
I know you were really tired after having us around in your house !!
And thanks for those magazines you showed me !!
I almost fainted with joy seeing Mizushima Hiro looking ever so hot in the magazine. LOL.
Haha. I can kinda understand your craze over Hey Say Jump and Kattun.. KINDA.
Now i feel like going to buy those gorgeous mags somewhere in Malaysia.
* hints heavily * - I WANT THAT JAPANESE MAG AHH -

Haha. Sorry, just ignore that sentence. Momentarily gone crazy.
Anyways. I have tuition later on. Boos. =(
Not that i dont like it, just that i know there will be H/W later.
Sad thing, just when i was enjoying myself having a rest.

A breather. Tomorrow i have to go back to school again.
To face the music.
Gosh. Just thinking about it makes me so depressed.

Ahaha.. i wanted to post a picture of him as ever-gorgeous Shibata Rihito from Mei-chan no shitsuji
to show the world the guys i fell in love with !! * faints *
Sorry, i just have a fetish for HOT butler guys. ;)

Keep an eye open.
The next post is going to be my Top 5 Favourite Fictional and Non-fictional guys. ;)

Until then, then. XD

Blogger gal is b.a.c.k. ;)

It has been AGES ( who knows how long ) since i last updated. Ahah.
Sorry,guys. Or whoever who follows my blog.
But i have a good reason larh.
Got FINAL exams.

But its OVER.

FINALLY.


I dont wanna talk about it. ;( Its depressing. Haha. Dont ask. LOL.
i have a lot of comments on the series of events following the start of exams but ... yeah.
Its complicated. YOU know.

Just TRY to picture this. And tell me its not even SPM yet.
Everyday there was nothing to look forward to.
Everyday after an exam, having to study for the next exam the very next day.
No rest at all.
Ugrh.
Everyday was a challenge just to get up from napping - back to the books again.
._. It was a very sad life.
But you know whats the worst thing ?
That after the exams comes the worst part of all.
The Dreaded Results.
Just tell me about it, man.

But there's always a rainbow after the storm right ? God's promise. Ahhhh...

Time to unwind and relax for 5 days before getting back the results.
Sheessh. Talk about potong-steam man.

ANYWAYS.
Ven Hui has managed to get me KINDA hooked on to

AAA.

Which is actually Attack All Around. Dont ask me why their name is such. As i have no idea.
But Triple A works fine for me and those who know what we're talking about, LOL.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V_yfzIyAYyQ

GO THERE and listen to them singing, though its just the guys this time round. LOL.
Sorry this vid starts with the talking part which you can just skip until the middle when they start singing, its magical.
I especially liked this version of GET CHU ! One of my Favs. ;)
No offense to TakaUno fans, LOL. But Misako's voice kinda puts me off. Though the guy's singing is lovely. HAHA.

Todays the beginning of the short hols i'm gonna have so i'm trying to enjoy as much as i can.

Thats it for today la. See ya the next update. XD

Exams are so in right now.

Hey, guys. Just a little note and update before i go back to the books for another 4 weeks and then i'm free. ;)

Yeah, so its been hectic but i think i only appreciate life and school more when the exams are coming up and everything is crazy !
I don't think i've had the funnest time since EVER compared to today in the library after schooling hours... =]
Hahaha... Oh Chanette and Jin Hao. I need to get my mind off you guys if i'm EVER gonna study.
i think only Marion can understand what that even means.
I have a confession to make.
But maybe after the exams larh.. ;)
Wait for it. Ning.

Toodles. Thats all i can say.
Sejarah has been pushed forward so i need to GET ON TO IT like immediately.
Sorry no more updates until the 17 of October 2009.
And to all those PMR ers.
ALL THE BEST ! I know you guys can do it. ;)

And to all those 4 Ixora - ians.
I love you guys. Keep it up ~~

XD Bye bye !!

There's just me.

The hols are here and they are gone in the next blink of an eye.

So i just thought i'll try the
- post a picture of something super random at the beginning of each post -
thing.

So there i am .. cam-whoring. First time ever okay ? lol.
I decided i wanted to be EXTRA cam-whore-y since i met Chanette and Aileen the Cam-whore queens. LOL.

I hope i'm getting it right. Haha. Any advice is welcomed.
Oh.

I just finished reading the trilogy - Uglies, Pretties, Specials.
I must say Specials is the best book of all because of all its twists. ;)
Though the ending sucked pretty badly for a good book.
I wonder what is Extras about ? Kya. Can't wait to find out larh.
Sim Syn Yi. I'm counting on you =]

Its just a random idea but. Maybe i want to study law / journalism in Japan.
Won't that be like so awesome ? ;)
I'm trying to get the part of learning japanese right..
But i don't think i'm quite there yet.

がんばてくださいみんあさん！！

For all those who wanna achieve your dreams. ;)
Reach out and never give up !
I'm trying to hold on to mine too.
Lets work hard !

My life as a " sixteen year old "..

Hey.. There's gonna be loads of other versions of this thing so i'd better go first. ;)

Okay. This is to make it seem like i'm the victim here. Well, it is actually. So.

This morning my family had curiously planned an outing to the park - to exercise.
Well, nothing seemed odd.. as they always go out for walks anyways.
Until my SUPER guilty parents said .. " Oh, lets go to the Tmn Tun Park as a family occasion ! "
I didn't really thought about it much. They were just being their so-called usual self and kinda forced me to go along.
So.

I went along.. feeling really tired as i had slept late last night.
I was forced to wake up at 8.15 am. Mind you. That is freakishly early for me during the hols.
So my mom parked the car. We got out.
We walked to the starting point where the exercising stuff were.
Then.

SURPRISE !!

ESTHER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

I was stunned to my feet combined with the feeling of being REALLY BLUR in the mornings.. ( i think i'm famous for that now.. )
I blink once, twice.

WHATTT ?????!!

My So-called " innocent " friends were all holding cameras and taking a video of my reaction. My BLUR reaction.
I was speechless and you know what ? I DON"T get speechless on a daily basis. Though i know now i'm a bubblehead.

Congratulations.

I half expected THAT to be very well a DREAM.
I was all.. HUH ? Its only 27th August 2009.. But they had planned it earlier so i wouldn't suspect a thing..
I knew that little boy staring at me when i walked in wasn't part of my imagination....
Sheeesh.
I kena tricked.
By my own friends.
When i finally woke up and got to my senses.

Thats just the beginning.
After that, they had a " BLAST " ( Al , Ning and Li ying ) planning some station game which BTW, is EXTREMELY tiring.
I was already dying-tired trying to FIND them.
And thats not counting doing Ning's station " kissing " game and Li Ying's " Umbrella " game.
BTW, if you see any vids from the others blog about the part of the day - I was forced to do it.
And just to clear things up.. DONT TAKE WHAT YOU SEE LITERALLY.
My goodness.
I KENA tortured laarh.

We had a cute picnic lunch soon afterwards. I ate quite a lot i supposed.
the cupcakes which were delicious, Alliyza ;
I think i would have gained weight a little LOL.
We soon started to Cam - whore but i unfortunately didn't bring my cam .. ;(
So i had to rely on the pictures the others were taking.

So sorry no pictures here !! ;)

P.S THANKS SO MUCH, guys. I really enjoyed myself even though i'm not really that into the outdoorsy stuff. ;)
Like i said.I wouldn't be what i am now without you guys. =]

P.s.s Watch out Alliyza and Potato. ;)

Sometimes i think its just me.

Uhuh.
With all the H1N1 craze going around even in school as well as the whole country.
I think its just me that doesnt really feel .. crazy over it.

Yeah, sure.. some people already got H1N1 or you rather call it the Influenza A ..
To be honest, i'm abit muddled over the theory part of the virus.
Plus. Marion just got sick.
She was feeling so unwell today - Like a zombie.
Plus she's not coming for the next two days.
Thank goodness its only for thurs and fri.
I dont think i can survive school without her there ;(
Miss you loads already..

And i think its just me that thinks getting certs for school koko is retarded now i have to go PURPOSELY because of that.
And now Marion's not coming either.
It'll be me and Wongy only i think. Haha...
I wanna sleep in so badly ;(

Plus the really weird and odd thing that happened to me today was ..

Ms Yeow.
As in the squeaky high-pitched english speaking one.
When i stayed back today for librarian duty.
And was in the canteen to eat lunch as usual.
She came up to us : Me , Alliyza, Marion and Hui Shyen.

Ms Yeow We Me

Whose Jessie ?
Err.. no one..
Oh.. oops. Not Jessie. Whats your name ? ( refering to me )
Err.. Esther ?
Oh. You're Esther.
Yeah.. - super long moment - Hi.

> Super weird awkward moment in the history of my life <

Plus she ended up sitting in the next table with Pn Tan, And Pn Hoo.
Please dont let her read this. Omg. ;)

Thats all i have to say for today.

Bonus story ;) I changed the story a little.

There was this princess who lived in a tall tower.
The tower had everything she ever wanted..
Food, nice clothes and toys to play with.
But the thing was..
The tower didn't have a door. Or a stairs.
There was only a window to look out into the forest below.

The princess always wanted to have a mirror to look at her beautiful face.
But the tower would not give that to her.
Soon she became fed up with her cosy life up there and she jump down, never to go back again.
She ran as fast as she could to find what she was looking for her whole life.
A mirror.

Soon she became tired from the exercise.
She reached a stream.
Clear and pretty.
Flowing through the forest at a slow and steady speed.
Hold on. CLEAR.
She rushed forward, wanting to see that face she had all those years.

What she saw was..

UGLY.
She was an ugly princess.

To be continued.
P.s those who know where it came from.. =] Enjoy my version.

Bubble-making ; totally.

Hahas. Excuse the title.
Only people or rather UGLIES-fans would understand it but oh well.
Lets get started.

For the first time in my life as Esther Goh.
I sang on stage, during Youth Service.
It was on of Ps Julie's SUPER RANDOM and spontaneous acts and she wanted new people to worship and play the instruments.
And since VH and Amanda went for the first services'.. she encouraged me to go up as they were calling ppl.
Thanks. ;)
But it was like so perasan lar.
I mean.. nobody asked me to go also.. but aiyah. I went anyways. Cuz of my love of singing.
But my throat went dry on me and my voice box like TOTALLY crashed when i went up.
I could barely sing a note.
Thank goodness i wasnt like worship-leading or whatever.
Though Crystal and the other guy as well as Jack. You guys were amazing.
I was super nerved-wreck and yet you guys kept your cool and produce results !!
I think Ps Julie was really proud of you guys.

On the other hand. You wanna know what went through my mind when i was standing there ?

I was thinking.
" Oh crap. I shouldn't have wore this shirt today if i knew i was going on stage "
" Oh crap. I look wayy too tall up there especially on stage "
" Oh crap. I can't sing properly. Is this mike even working ? I bet it isn't. Then no one will hear me sing horribly "

This just feels like singing Karaoke in Nat's house.
Which is just weird thinking that when i was actually singing in front of all of the youth of second service.
Feeling extremely nervous.
Haiz.

But that was quite cool, actually.
LOLS. Hear me babble on. Teehee.
Now i'm thinking of joining the worship team. Hah.
Just me and my wishful thinking combined with the euphoria that hasnt quite worn off.
Just wait for me.

I'm coming.
Why isn't there someone to catch me when i fall ?

Dance ; today.

I am doing my updates in double now since i barely touch it. So just you cant say i dont update. lol.

Today after waking up at 7.30 am and getting to church on time.
I went to Ky's house for a Dance PARTY - just joking.
I went there actually to supposedly help Ning torture the guys ( see? She's evil too .. ) with their Prefects dance routine ;
But in the end, i got to learn so much more XD

Don't worry Ning.
I didn't feel bored cuz i was learning the dance moves too !!
I feel like i actually can dance !! Not well like you and jimmy but O-K lar.
Maybe i ought to take up dancing classes or something lol.

Sorry Ky cause i went there to WASTE your precious resources - as i wasnt even supposed to be there.
You could have starved me of food and water if you wanted to save the earth mah.
I wouldnt mind. ._.
If that will make you happy.

I had loads of fun too =]
Thanks guys and Ning =p
I was too lazy to take any pictures so.. there arent any.. sorry !!

Thought that it was important enough to get a post by itself.
Hah. Take that.

For the weekS to come.

Haha.. I know i've been lagging like seriously at my blogging updates ._.

So i'll start .. now. Lol.
I always think of things to blog until i come to the com and then -blank-
Thats just how i am.
Btw, i just realised my blog is like way dead.
Partly my fault. Soray.

So many things have passed since i last blogged so its only fair that i give a timely update with everything going on.
Chill. I'm getting there.

FIrstly, Maljis P & P.
It was a joy to be there for the first time ever since i was on "duty" but only for registration. ;p
Thanks to Aileen, my super-crazy-hyper partner that was half the time running around cam-whoring and preparing for your drama, dear girl;
You still made it enjoyable XD
And not to forget all the hyper friends that i have .. who sat at the same table at mua.
I already miss the Form 5 ers. Especially that Wei Mae who hugged my ass off. XD
I'm sorry i havent got to posting the pictures !! You should just know now that i am SUPER lazy at posting pictures.
I think they take too long to upload larh. so rawr.
But i promise i will get to it some time.

Now you've made me feel guilty - For what happened last Friday - Hari Anugerah.
Don't ask. =] Or maybe you should ask Jin Hao. =[

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang 2009.
It was certainly a unique one - since its the FIRST i've been EVER in BU3.
It feels like an achivement - then i see so many other students getting the same boring file ..
Then i hit back into reality.
- bam - =[

I also managed to finish ' Uglies ' which i havent had time to read - thanks to azizah super long + boring speech.
But oh well. I didnt even hear most of it.
I heard it was full of herself and .. like half and hour long.
Haiz.
I hope Danielle wont start on her obsession with azizah again. she likes to do that alot. like REALLY alot. dont you ?

I almost forgot the YE sales.
It so happened on the SAME BLOODY day as Maljis P & P.
I was so pissed when i heard that.
Must be ah wong and his antics.
Or maybe that complaint i've heard so much about.

YE sales was so tiring i could sleepwalk after that.
There was only like 3 of us - Me Marion and Jo Yen. And Hui Hwa + Hui Shyen.
And Kah Mun who stayed with us until like 6 pm and then she had to go. Thanks, dear. You already did way too much so i dont blame you.
And i guess we did our best .. but i know we could have done better.
And the schedule was really messed up.
And i heard that some people didnt meet up to expectations.
Oh well. I guess there will always be people like that in our lives.

Sheesh. I'm like so over all that. And Hari Kantin / Karnival is coming up.
Whats a girl gotta do ?
Sleep =]

Update ...

Haha.. i give up. I'm updating now.. see ?

Though i'm busy facebook-ing.. XD more now lately. thanks to certain people. Friends For Sale is someone's ingenious idea of addiction.

Though i'm busy with YE - like the sales tmr at Sunway Piramid !!
Come and support our stall if you happen to be around the area =] teehee.
Hopefully i'll be able to upload some pictures after the event. XD

Though i'm busy with Librarians crap. As in that Majlis P & P which is just so IN THE WAY of everything. Sheesh HIM.

Though i'm so busy lately i haven't even had some time to relax or have some time to myself.
All of it devoted to something else ... something else..
I am in a desperate NEED of a SPA vacation.

lol. And maybe an original DVD of Zettai Kareshi to go with that. =] I love that show !! I cant wait to see it on Sunday. ._.

I guess i wont be updating anytime soon so.. XD Enjoy this post while you can... Lick it alllll up.

BTW, the Vandread manga has just got updated and its finally completed !!! XD FINALLY. I waited some bloody 3 months for this.

Aww. Gosh. Time to go and indulge myself with those things in life that still makes me happy and satisfied.

Or maybe i'm just not ready for commitment.
Taddaaa.

Life.

Haha... Now all i ever talk about is life and all those philosiphical stuff.

I'm so busy its almost up to my neck.. Sometimes i just can't take it anymore.
Then i remember that i still have something to live for...

Cheesy Wedges. Yum.

XD Facebook is getting to be awesome but the only reason is because i can bug Hui Hwa and Ms Pearl there. What fun conversations we have through chatting about facebook comments and such. =]
Those good and nice days.

On another note. I dont go on Facebook for the games and pictures... just for the sake of connecting with friends through there. Thats all.

Argh. I'm getting so lazy until i dont even update my blog , scrapblog or even my shows and dramas anymore.
And i'm still thinking of joining Deviantart. But who knows when i'll be able to upload my photos there LOL.

Do you really think of me ?
But you promised..

I'm waiting for my prince on his white horse.

Till then do we meet ~

Wow.

A lot has passed since my last post.
I realized that blogging takes up time and i don't have much of that nowadays.
If its not librarian, then its YE. If its not YE, its projects and studies.
My life is so full - i barely have time to breathe. * Takes a deep breath *

I miss so many things that i used to have.

I miss you.
I miss the time when i had my time - free time to myself.
I miss being surrounded by my friends and having a fun and great time together.
I miss planning people's bdays until like crazy with everyone.. and keeping it a secret from them.
I miss being crazy and hyper and laughing like mad.
I miss being able to relax.
I miss being able to think of all kinds of nonsense..

But on the other hand,

I'm happy for Lizzie and Marion that has always never failed to brighten my days.
I'm happy for Wongy who is always there for me to bully. XD
I'm happy for Natasha and Danielle - the sick couple.
I'm happy for Sharon and her love stories that always entertain.
I'm happy for Syn Yi and Leigh Ann that is just so random.
I'm happy for Su Yinn that i can play BB ball and Stephanie !!
I'm happy that i'm in my class.
I believe that God put me there for a reason.

I dunno why i always tend to be EMO when i start blogging... Oh well..
Not like there's much to talk about these days that are happy;

One more thing - i keep saying this but its so true !
Yappie looks SO CUTE in his Pengawas Uniform !!! XD
You're welcomed. LOL.

And BTW, the FEdEx sales was GREAT ~
I always love selling rather than the tiring work of making the actual products - but it was worth it. =]
Thanks guys.

And Thanks Pn. Zaida !!

Oh well.

" Can we accept the good things from GOD but not the adversities in life ? "

That really is what that spuurrs me on ... XD
I just gotta keep going i guess !!

Miss you loads =]

Even though you are only leaving on Tuesday. This is clearly dedicated to your loving memory =]

Sounds like you're dying. OoPs.

Looks like all those years in the same class paid off .. huh ?
Mind you THATS THREE years.

Thanks for all the * funniest * memories that you've given me.
Especially this year.

Especially those including Nicky.
( you know who i'm talking about )
* grins *

This is an insider joke but i'll say it anyways.

Maybe you guys are meant to be together =]
Even though you're not gay or whatsoever.

I meant that.
Even as friends.

Just wanted to say one last thing before i get all teary-eyed. ( LOL )

Don't forget us at Bu3, especially those of 4 Ixora..

I know you want me to say this and FINE.
I'll say it for your benefit.

I'll miss you. Alright ?
=]

Keep in touch yeah ?
You promised.

Hope that you'll make more lovely memories in CHS with your new-found friends. Blessings given. Hehe.

Long day..

Long days but short time .. =]

I haven't been updating much these days.. i much prefer to do scrap booking nowadays.. Hehe.
Its much more fun and satisfying.
Especially when you see your finished work and everything XD
Nothing BEATS that.

Haiz.
School has started again.. after the much sought-after hols... after the tiring exams.
And the super depressing results... Tell me about that man..

But i hate depressing stuff - so if you didnt know.
So I'll change the subject now.

I somehow love the japanese language... and i never get bored of hearing japanese words over and over again..
I'm now taking japanese lessons. =]
I'm quite excited about how its gonna turn out.
Hehe. Anime and manga here i come !

Just a QUOTE.
Hayate the combat butler ROXXXXX.
Just for your knowledge.

A little secret to those people who are still reading my blog anyways - I think having a personal HOT butler is just AWESOME-ness.
HAHA. I wish that i can have a butler for my bday. If that is even possible..
Let me fantasize. Alright ?

Me

My latest hobby..

Heyy..

Hows your hols ?

This is my newest and latest hobby & addiction XD.

Online Scrapbook -ing.

Its new.
Its fresh.
Its fun.

Wakaka.

Here. Check out my first try at this THING.

www.scrapblog.com/pieces_of_me

Teehee.
Following Zettai Kareshi and Hayate the combat butler. And lovingg it. =]

The glow of the firefly.

Hotaru no Hikari

You know, i've never really thought about it before but..
Fireflies may actually be quite pretty.

Their butts that glow in the dark.
Can be pretty amazing too. Lol.

Well. This is my latest addiction. Haha. The story can be easily read anywhere but i'll give you my personal rating =]
Okay, it was worth the watch, as always. Thanks Ven Hui for introducing my to this wonderful drama. XD
Rating .. out of 10 la..

8.5/10.

Muahaha. It has been given an 8 because there was not enough cute guys in the show. Hahah. There were only like 2.. XD

Okay. Review of STARS.

Ayase Haruka as Amemiya Hotaru.
AKA Ahomiya.

She is one pretty lady i must say.
The way she acts at home is like .. heaven and earth if compared to the way she acts at work.
However, her pretty demeanor at work granted her the affection of Teshima Makoto.
Her house partner is .. her boss. Takano Seichii.
Well.
She has the bext of both worlds. =]
What else can i say.

Naohito Fujiki as Takano Seichii.
Aka Buchou. =]

He portrays a very matured man who recently just separated from his wife.
However, he slowly develops a weird relationship with our dear heroine,
He's her friend and everything she wants in a guy.. she just didn't know it yet.
Sweet and charming.
Always goes the second mile for her. =]
But i kinda suspected it already.



Kato Kazuki as Teshima Makoto.
Aka the Hot guy in the office..
( or so they say.. )

Okay, Fine. I admit. He's quite a hottie.
Especially the way he looks with his glasses... can make me faint. =]
Well. Typical guy whom all the gals like.
He's quite okay i guess.
Perfect for a school girl crush. XD

I think you can guess the ending.. but its worth the watch. Especially all those nicknames that Hotaru gets from Buchou. XD
And they are so adorable together !

But i also learn that love can be heartbreaking and really saddening too. Its not always garden and roses.. yeah ?

=] Me and me.
Lets hope i can get through this.

This time.

This time i'll get it right.
This time i'll do it right.

" Shall we accept only the good from God and not accept the adversities ? "

I feel like i've grown up.
I want to spread my wings and fly together with you.

No complains.
No more grumbling.
No more mumblings.

Take more chances.
I want to believe in myself.

I can do all things through Him who gives me strength.

Amen.
P.S Watch out for .....