Only people or rather UGLIES-fans would understand it but oh well.
Lets get started.
For the first time in my life as Esther Goh.
I sang on stage, during Youth Service.
It was on of Ps Julie's SUPER RANDOM and spontaneous acts and she wanted new people to worship and play the instruments.
And since VH and Amanda went for the first services'.. she encouraged me to go up as they were calling ppl.
Thanks. ;)
But it was like so perasan lar.
I mean.. nobody asked me to go also.. but aiyah. I went anyways. Cuz of my love of singing.
But my throat went dry on me and my voice box like TOTALLY crashed when i went up.
I could barely sing a note.
Thank goodness i wasnt like worship-leading or whatever.
Though Crystal and the other guy as well as Jack. You guys were amazing.
I was super nerved-wreck and yet you guys kept your cool and produce results !!
I think Ps Julie was really proud of you guys.
On the other hand. You wanna know what went through my mind when i was standing there ?
I was thinking.
" Oh crap. I shouldn't have wore this shirt today if i knew i was going on stage "
" Oh crap. I look wayy too tall up there especially on stage "
" Oh crap. I can't sing properly. Is this mike even working ? I bet it isn't. Then no one will hear me sing horribly "
This just feels like singing Karaoke in Nat's house.
Which is just weird thinking that when i was actually singing in front of all of the youth of second service.
Feeling extremely nervous.
Haiz.
But that was quite cool, actually.
LOLS. Hear me babble on. Teehee.
Just me and my wishful thinking combined with the euphoria that hasnt quite worn off.
Just wait for me.
I'm coming.
Why isn't there someone to catch me when i fall ?