There's just me.

The hols are here and they are gone in the next blink of an eye.

So i just thought i'll try the
- post a picture of something super random at the beginning of each post -
thing.

So there i am .. cam-whoring. First time ever okay ? lol.
I decided i wanted to be EXTRA cam-whore-y since i met Chanette and Aileen the Cam-whore queens. LOL.

I hope i'm getting it right. Haha. Any advice is welcomed.
Oh.

I just finished reading the trilogy - Uglies, Pretties, Specials.
I must say Specials is the best book of all because of all its twists. ;)
Though the ending sucked pretty badly for a good book.
I wonder what is Extras about ? Kya. Can't wait to find out larh.
Sim Syn Yi. I'm counting on you =]

Its just a random idea but. Maybe i want to study law / journalism in Japan.
Won't that be like so awesome ? ;)
I'm trying to get the part of learning japanese right..
But i don't think i'm quite there yet.

がんばてくださいみんあさん！！

For all those who wanna achieve your dreams. ;)
Reach out and never give up !
I'm trying to hold on to mine too.
Lets work hard !

My life as a " sixteen year old "..

Hey.. There's gonna be loads of other versions of this thing so i'd better go first. ;)

Okay. This is to make it seem like i'm the victim here. Well, it is actually. So.

This morning my family had curiously planned an outing to the park - to exercise.
Well, nothing seemed odd.. as they always go out for walks anyways.
Until my SUPER guilty parents said .. " Oh, lets go to the Tmn Tun Park as a family occasion ! "
I didn't really thought about it much. They were just being their so-called usual self and kinda forced me to go along.
So.

I went along.. feeling really tired as i had slept late last night.
I was forced to wake up at 8.15 am. Mind you. That is freakishly early for me during the hols.
So my mom parked the car. We got out.
We walked to the starting point where the exercising stuff were.
Then.

SURPRISE !!

ESTHER, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!

I was stunned to my feet combined with the feeling of being REALLY BLUR in the mornings.. ( i think i'm famous for that now.. )
I blink once, twice.

WHATTT ?????!!

My So-called " innocent " friends were all holding cameras and taking a video of my reaction. My BLUR reaction.
I was speechless and you know what ? I DON"T get speechless on a daily basis. Though i know now i'm a bubblehead.

Congratulations.

I half expected THAT to be very well a DREAM.
I was all.. HUH ? Its only 27th August 2009.. But they had planned it earlier so i wouldn't suspect a thing..
I knew that little boy staring at me when i walked in wasn't part of my imagination....
Sheeesh.
I kena tricked.
By my own friends.
When i finally woke up and got to my senses.

Thats just the beginning.
After that, they had a " BLAST " ( Al , Ning and Li ying ) planning some station game which BTW, is EXTREMELY tiring.
I was already dying-tired trying to FIND them.
And thats not counting doing Ning's station " kissing " game and Li Ying's " Umbrella " game.
BTW, if you see any vids from the others blog about the part of the day - I was forced to do it.
And just to clear things up.. DONT TAKE WHAT YOU SEE LITERALLY.
My goodness.
I KENA tortured laarh.

We had a cute picnic lunch soon afterwards. I ate quite a lot i supposed.
the cupcakes which were delicious, Alliyza ;
I think i would have gained weight a little LOL.
We soon started to Cam - whore but i unfortunately didn't bring my cam .. ;(
So i had to rely on the pictures the others were taking.

So sorry no pictures here !! ;)

P.S THANKS SO MUCH, guys. I really enjoyed myself even though i'm not really that into the outdoorsy stuff. ;)
Like i said.I wouldn't be what i am now without you guys. =]

P.s.s Watch out Alliyza and Potato. ;)

Sometimes i think its just me.

Uhuh.
With all the H1N1 craze going around even in school as well as the whole country.
I think its just me that doesnt really feel .. crazy over it.

Yeah, sure.. some people already got H1N1 or you rather call it the Influenza A ..
To be honest, i'm abit muddled over the theory part of the virus.
Plus. Marion just got sick.
She was feeling so unwell today - Like a zombie.
Plus she's not coming for the next two days.
Thank goodness its only for thurs and fri.
I dont think i can survive school without her there ;(
Miss you loads already..

And i think its just me that thinks getting certs for school koko is retarded now i have to go PURPOSELY because of that.
And now Marion's not coming either.
It'll be me and Wongy only i think. Haha...
I wanna sleep in so badly ;(

Plus the really weird and odd thing that happened to me today was ..

Ms Yeow.
As in the squeaky high-pitched english speaking one.
When i stayed back today for librarian duty.
And was in the canteen to eat lunch as usual.
She came up to us : Me , Alliyza, Marion and Hui Shyen.

Ms Yeow We Me

Whose Jessie ?
Err.. no one..
Oh.. oops. Not Jessie. Whats your name ? ( refering to me )
Err.. Esther ?
Oh. You're Esther.
Yeah.. - super long moment - Hi.

> Super weird awkward moment in the history of my life <

Plus she ended up sitting in the next table with Pn Tan, And Pn Hoo.
Please dont let her read this. Omg. ;)

Thats all i have to say for today.

Bonus story ;) I changed the story a little.

There was this princess who lived in a tall tower.
The tower had everything she ever wanted..
Food, nice clothes and toys to play with.
But the thing was..
The tower didn't have a door. Or a stairs.
There was only a window to look out into the forest below.

The princess always wanted to have a mirror to look at her beautiful face.
But the tower would not give that to her.
Soon she became fed up with her cosy life up there and she jump down, never to go back again.
She ran as fast as she could to find what she was looking for her whole life.
A mirror.

Soon she became tired from the exercise.
She reached a stream.
Clear and pretty.
Flowing through the forest at a slow and steady speed.
Hold on. CLEAR.
She rushed forward, wanting to see that face she had all those years.

What she saw was..

UGLY.
She was an ugly princess.

To be continued.
P.s those who know where it came from.. =] Enjoy my version.

Bubble-making ; totally.

Hahas. Excuse the title.
Only people or rather UGLIES-fans would understand it but oh well.
Lets get started.

For the first time in my life as Esther Goh.
I sang on stage, during Youth Service.
It was on of Ps Julie's SUPER RANDOM and spontaneous acts and she wanted new people to worship and play the instruments.
And since VH and Amanda went for the first services'.. she encouraged me to go up as they were calling ppl.
Thanks. ;)
But it was like so perasan lar.
I mean.. nobody asked me to go also.. but aiyah. I went anyways. Cuz of my love of singing.
But my throat went dry on me and my voice box like TOTALLY crashed when i went up.
I could barely sing a note.
Thank goodness i wasnt like worship-leading or whatever.
Though Crystal and the other guy as well as Jack. You guys were amazing.
I was super nerved-wreck and yet you guys kept your cool and produce results !!
I think Ps Julie was really proud of you guys.

On the other hand. You wanna know what went through my mind when i was standing there ?

I was thinking.
" Oh crap. I shouldn't have wore this shirt today if i knew i was going on stage "
" Oh crap. I look wayy too tall up there especially on stage "
" Oh crap. I can't sing properly. Is this mike even working ? I bet it isn't. Then no one will hear me sing horribly "

This just feels like singing Karaoke in Nat's house.
Which is just weird thinking that when i was actually singing in front of all of the youth of second service.
Feeling extremely nervous.
Haiz.

But that was quite cool, actually.
LOLS. Hear me babble on. Teehee.
Now i'm thinking of joining the worship team. Hah.
Just me and my wishful thinking combined with the euphoria that hasnt quite worn off.
Just wait for me.

I'm coming.
Why isn't there someone to catch me when i fall ?

Dance ; today.

I am doing my updates in double now since i barely touch it. So just you cant say i dont update. lol.

Today after waking up at 7.30 am and getting to church on time.
I went to Ky's house for a Dance PARTY - just joking.
I went there actually to supposedly help Ning torture the guys ( see? She's evil too .. ) with their Prefects dance routine ;
But in the end, i got to learn so much more XD

Don't worry Ning.
I didn't feel bored cuz i was learning the dance moves too !!
I feel like i actually can dance !! Not well like you and jimmy but O-K lar.
Maybe i ought to take up dancing classes or something lol.

Sorry Ky cause i went there to WASTE your precious resources - as i wasnt even supposed to be there.
You could have starved me of food and water if you wanted to save the earth mah.
I wouldnt mind. ._.
If that will make you happy.

I had loads of fun too =]
Thanks guys and Ning =p
I was too lazy to take any pictures so.. there arent any.. sorry !!

Thought that it was important enough to get a post by itself.
Hah. Take that.

For the weekS to come.

Haha.. I know i've been lagging like seriously at my blogging updates ._.

So i'll start .. now. Lol.
I always think of things to blog until i come to the com and then -blank-
Thats just how i am.
Btw, i just realised my blog is like way dead.
Partly my fault. Soray.

So many things have passed since i last blogged so its only fair that i give a timely update with everything going on.
Chill. I'm getting there.

FIrstly, Maljis P & P.
It was a joy to be there for the first time ever since i was on "duty" but only for registration. ;p
Thanks to Aileen, my super-crazy-hyper partner that was half the time running around cam-whoring and preparing for your drama, dear girl;
You still made it enjoyable XD
And not to forget all the hyper friends that i have .. who sat at the same table at mua.
I already miss the Form 5 ers. Especially that Wei Mae who hugged my ass off. XD
I'm sorry i havent got to posting the pictures !! You should just know now that i am SUPER lazy at posting pictures.
I think they take too long to upload larh. so rawr.
But i promise i will get to it some time.

Now you've made me feel guilty - For what happened last Friday - Hari Anugerah.
Don't ask. =] Or maybe you should ask Jin Hao. =[

Hari Anugerah Cemerlang 2009.
It was certainly a unique one - since its the FIRST i've been EVER in BU3.
It feels like an achivement - then i see so many other students getting the same boring file ..
Then i hit back into reality.
- bam - =[

I also managed to finish ' Uglies ' which i havent had time to read - thanks to azizah super long + boring speech.
But oh well. I didnt even hear most of it.
I heard it was full of herself and .. like half and hour long.
Haiz.
I hope Danielle wont start on her obsession with azizah again. she likes to do that alot. like REALLY alot. dont you ?

I almost forgot the YE sales.
It so happened on the SAME BLOODY day as Maljis P & P.
I was so pissed when i heard that.
Must be ah wong and his antics.
Or maybe that complaint i've heard so much about.

YE sales was so tiring i could sleepwalk after that.
There was only like 3 of us - Me Marion and Jo Yen. And Hui Hwa + Hui Shyen.
And Kah Mun who stayed with us until like 6 pm and then she had to go. Thanks, dear. You already did way too much so i dont blame you.
And i guess we did our best .. but i know we could have done better.
And the schedule was really messed up.
And i heard that some people didnt meet up to expectations.
Oh well. I guess there will always be people like that in our lives.

Sheesh. I'm like so over all that. And Hari Kantin / Karnival is coming up.
Whats a girl gotta do ?
Sleep =]