Happi Bday Wongy !

Haiz, i'm terrible friend..

I almost forgot to post a bday message for this Blur case....

Happy Bday E=MC2 Boy !
( aka YOU, wongy ! )

Hope you liked my card ... though it was kinda last minute..
Luckyly i didnt forget , haha !!!
I wanna thank Lizzie indirectly for reminding mee... thanks... =)

Lolz, i went overboard and posted one too many posts today ... hehe..
Chiaoz, until another time...

Xoxo Esther

Friends ~

Friends...

What does it actually mean ?

What are their purpose in our life ?

I sometimes wonder ... why are they there in our life ?

When we get mad at each other, who actually is wrong ? Who is right ? Who knows the answer to that ? Do we know the limits to our own actions ?

Do we really know each other actually ? Do we know when to say sorry ? Do we know when to stand our ground and when to listen to other opinions ?

Do we know when to comfort each other and when to leave others alone so they can have some space to breathe ? Do we know when to get frustrated and when to get angry ? Do we know when to tease other without hurting the other person's feelings ? Do we know each other inside out

My mood today : MIXED Feelings

Quote of the day : We must not let circumstances around us affect how we feel
and how we react ~

Xoxo Esther

Sat Bai day..

I know i'm not supposed to keep saying sat bai this , sat bai that but i cant help it, probably cuz it has become a habit to me... haiZ... all thanks to SAT BAI guy... anyways, today was sooo full of activities since 10.30 am...let me tell you...

Since 10.30 am, my whole day was packed like mad, i fell like a super modal / actress thats busy everyday... i believe their lives are the same as mine, juz minus the money.. SO sat bai, i tell you... so, like i was saying, i went to church in the morning for the C.L.I.P stuff. We kinda studied stuff there which was fun and everything , cuz i kept laughing so much cuz of the chang chang chang stuff about Danny, it was hilarious... haha...we finished the class around 12.30 pm and i went to Salvation to get a new bible ( NIV ) .. i finally got a new bible cuz i wanted a NIV one so badly.. haha.. yes !! I was soo happy !!! My bro got a Christian CD for us. I wanted a CD too but ... nvm..

We went to seksyen 14 for lunch as its quite near my church. So we ate at some kopitiam and went to Digital Mall to get some printer ink as my printer dont hv ink liao, so sat bai... yalar, by the time we got back it was already 3.30. I quickly took a nap for 30 minutes and a shower and rushed to LY's house for the SAT BAI science recycling project thing...

I got there first , of course i was PUNCTUAL, not like somepeople. =) Al was late too , but not as late as Natty. Nat alwayz comes late and goes back early but can we do about that? haiZ, all i can say is sat bai la.. So me and Nat were crapping about Detective Conan , The Forbidden Kingdom and other crap stuff while Ly and Al were doing the sticking of things and pasting of things. ( i cut the celophane tape, ok? ) haha... however, when it was the painting the glue stuff we joined in. We kept spilling the glue on each other and kept breaking the SAT BAI window...

I went to Taman Megah for dinner at 6.30 pm with my family. We makanED at some roadside stall thing which i wont go into details.. Pasar Malam here we come ! One thing i could say is everything there was mostly CJ7 stuff, excluding the food , of course. Got people selling stuff toys at every corner.. i almost wanted to buy... i finally reached home sweet home at 9.00 pm.. i took another shower and here i am..

So tiring !! I wonder how do those people in the entertainment industry survive... they also hv the paparazi following their every step ! So Sat Bai ! I pity them...

Xoxo Esther

A Survey !! ( its quite accurate !! )

The Rules:
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how they relate to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

1. How are you feeling today?
The Rose - westlife
- this is a romantic song... but i guess i kinda felt that way some time or another...

2. If someone says, “Is this okay?” You say?
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
- haha, this is totally fitting to the question...if you get what it means...

3. What do you like in a guy?
Ren Yi Men - Rainie Yang
- my other self !! haha.... yup...

4. Will you get far in life?
Xi Guan - Rainie Yang
- lol, i'm used to it ... doesnt make sense??

5. What do you think about very often?
Heaven Knows - Daniel
- uhuh, heaven knows what i'm thinking about...

6. What is 2 + 2?
Feel Your Breeze - V6
- meaning i dont know my how to add??

7. What's your best friend's theme song?
Flavor Of Life - Utada Hikaru
- i think its quite alright, but who is my best friend???

8. What is the story of your life?
For Fruits Basket - Ritsuko Okazaki
- yeah, something sad... but i dont know the full meaning of it, though..

9. What is your high school like?
Stickwitu - Pussycat dolls
- yayy! everybody's gotta stick together.. agreed...

10. What is your motto?
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
- YES , we gotta go the extra mile for someone else ! And never give up !

11. What’s the best thing about your friends?
Momiji song - Fruit Basket
- they're cute???!!! huh??

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Melodies of life - FF9
- very melodious ?? This is a sad song but nice one... so i guess the person i like has gotta be nice too !

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
When You Believe - Mariah Carey
- i gotta believe that i can do it !!! YEAH !

14. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Bu Hui Ai - Fahrenheit
- hahahaha.....

15. Describe your grandparents.
When You're Gone - Avril Lavigne
- WHOA, this is like SO coincedental !! i cant believe it..

16. How's your life going?
Bu Jian - Rainie Yang
- everybody doesnt meet, they juz go about what they are doing... and get along with life..

17. What is your biggest fear?
Li Xiang Qing Ren - Rainie Yang
- ??? My greatest fear is my ideal lover ??

18. What will be played at your funeral?
Que Yang - Rainie Yang
- hahahaha.... definetely, i will be BREATHLESS... lol

19. What is your hobby/interest?
Linger - Cranberries
- I love to linger in school play badminton !! thats all i hv to say...

20. Will you have a happy life?
So Yesterday - Hilary Duff
- yup, happy lives are SO yesterday !! now's a different story..

21. What do your friends really think of you?
Girlfriend ( japanese version ) - Avril Lavinge
- girlfriend material ?? haha, probably the japanese thing is more true...

22. Do people secretly lust after you?
Qing Zhu - Rainie Yang
- celebration??? am i supposed to be happy ?? What the heck ??

23. How can you make yourself happy?
Wait A Minute - Pussycat Dolls
- wait a minute, yup.. i need more time to relax myself..=)

24. Will you ever have children?
Ai Mei - Rainie Yang
- its ambiguous. Maybe yes maybe not ?

25. What song would you strip to?
Xie Yi Chi Wei Xiao - Rainie Yang
- okayy, this TOTAlly doesnt make any sense... next time smiling ??

26. What does your mom think of you?
Love So Sweet - Arashi
- my mom loves me ... and her love is sweet ! aww...

27. What do you think of your parents?
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett
- we are way back into love ! we are a loving family...

28. What is your deep, dark secret?
Hey There Delilah - Plain White Ts
- I am missing a girl called delilah whom i dont even know ???

29. What is your enemy's theme song?
I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing - Aerosmith
- haha, that would be SOO gay ...

30. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Yesterday - Beatles
- yesterday, i was still not married... lol..

Haha, some of them were really accurate and funny, i was laughing like mad !! But some were juz totally weird... haha, but anyways, this tag is goood..

So i TAG :
- Wei Khai
- Kin Yen
- Ning
- Jia Jun
- Zi Yi

Hope you guys will enjoy yourselves as much as i did while doing this survey !!

Xoxo Esther

I Love Thursdays !!

I actually thought that only Fridays and Saturdays were cool and everything but actually Thursdays rock too ! Lawls... hehe... soli JJ for copying that from you... let me tell you the reason..

Its because even though there's all the crappy subjects in the morning like sej, geo, bm's okay... seni's good, science is kinda fun... anyways, i finally get to let it all out through BADMINTON ! lol... It was sooo hectic today cause we were kinda discussing SOMEBODY's bday, but we couldnt come to a conclusion at the end, sadly ( Ning got pushed with all the planning again.. ) sat bai, i tell you... that was actually after IRC geo class but watever... then me and al were sitting in the class, i suddenly looked round the class of 3A and saw the emptiness and felt cold all of a suden, cuz all of them went to chinese IRC class... i was juz wondering what will happen next year if we all spilt paths for Form 4??

Haiz, i was soo depressed once again until SomeOne started bullying me... ( btw, this person bullied me during Seni class too, evilness ) and i got pissed and started chasing her. There'e a looong story behind it but all i can say is it was KY's fault. ( alwayz, anyways ) So then those chinese people came back and we went for badminton !!

Liang Liang came up around the same time that we realised that the gate was gonna be closed soon so we were all rushing down like mad people !! Haha, it was soo funny. Ning put her bag down and we went to play badminton. When i reach the tapak perhimpunan, guess who i saw... sat bai guy and his clone. ( vice - versa works too.. ) So i started to chase Sean everywhere when this genius thought of a genius method to bully me; by kicking rain water onto me. I was like FINE ! and went to do the same to him... sat bai , i tell you.. we were playing around until i finally got a shuttlecock from teacher and went to ajak Ning to main bersama me cuz it was already 5 and everything ! We were thinking of a suitable spot to play and after a few tries, i decided to play beside the sat bai guy and Matt cuz he was calling me sat bai and everything...

We played until Yappie came and made us all crappy bersama. They started talking stuff ( Ning and Yappie , apprently called Kitty by Ning ( weird ) and WK somehow knew what they were talking about ) so i thought oh well, none of my business UNTIL they started calling Ning "Yap Mun Ning" and i knew that was my cue to join in .. HAHA> We got kinda mad and started calling everybody Yap Mun something ( their last name ) and got crazy with it. It berlarutan until i went back, we ( me and the sat bai guy ) continued to call ppl by the Yap Mun thing... Edmund's YAP MUN NGOR ( mun ngor ? get it ? ) haha... my bro came and i still was high over it and said bye bye with the Yap Mun disease still there... lol....

I know it sorta doesnt make sense but who cares?? haha... so funny... off to dinner now..

Xoxo Esther

Saturday ~

Actually, today i promised myself that i would be doing projects for the whole day !! But that was not to be... bacause Mei Fong ( my Cg leader ) asked me to go IU to makan lunch with them.

So i got up quite early to do some work first... but it was not until 11am that i start doing my KH project. I spent the half and hour before that deciding whether i wanted to go IU with my cellies. Haiz.. so when it was 12.45pm, one of my celly picked me up and off we went. We had to wait like ages for everyone to come.... and spent another half an hour to decide where to eat.. haiyo, i tell you ah... then we finally decided to go to Sushi groove but there were no seats or something... so we got pissed and went to BBQ plaza instead... cuz Mei Fong suggested it and everything... her usual "hang-out" spot.

We only started eating like 2 pm ... Mei Fong then decided she wanted to bully me... swt... called me like a mother or something... i'm gonna tell DANNY !! haha... They were planning to watch L: Change The World so since i'd watched it, ( though i wanted to watch again T.T ) i went home... to do projects... how sad..

And so here i am... doing geo now... but it's all my fault anyways, haha.... I spent the whole day yesterday watching Death Note and Death Note 2 : The Last Name online !! I was So addicted to it... until i arrived late for cell.. haha.. BUT L is STILL so YENG !! Btw, my KH project is named after him =)

Xoxo Esther

May Mid Term Exam !!

Sat pai, i tell you... I am sooo fed up and tired of stressing about all the projects... Plus all the subjects that are coming out for mid term is PLUSed with from 1 and 2 ! could life get any worst than this? We have only a month + to study and complete all the projects ?! Are they so inhuman ? I know that life is unfair but not like this kinda unfair... sat pai... i wanna cry... too much work = overload !!

I wonder when i can just relax and forget about everything... go mcD and talk crap like those form 1s i saw during tuition... i wished that i loved manga, blogging and japanese dramas ( not to forget death note too ) all those years ago.. haiz..

I miss those good old days, man... But whatever.. Too sien to think about it anymore. I'm currently watching death note !! There is a movie showing on celestial movies 9 pm tonight... but i gtg CG ! Not that i'll ponteng CG or watever but i wanted to watch so i thought like whatever, i'll juz watch it online.. so i am ! lol..

I just heard from my friend at CG that they are gonna be coming out a japanese drama for zettai kareshi ( absolute boyfriend ) !! AHH !! I'm so excited ! Cant wait for hana yori dango 3 either... Thats the only stuff that keeps me going ... haha...

LOL, like i said, i'm off to watch Death Note !! L rocks !!

Xoxo Esther

Tagged, again.. =)

Xiao Ning ah... you ah... haiZ, here i go.

Have you ever....
Climbed a tree?: Dont think so...

Made out with your best friend?: What the heck..

Danced in the rain?: Maybe, cant remember liao..

Asked someone out?: Wanted to? LOL !!!

Ate something really horrible-looking?: 100% yes... but probably not SO horrible ..

Picked your nose and ate it?: Never !

Fallen in love with someone of the same sex?: Ewww... what about sisterly love huh???

Streaked?: umm, whats that?

Watched a meteor shower?: Want TO !! That would be So cool, like L !!

Masturbated infront of other people?: Where got so sick wan..

Fallen in front of a ton of people?: Yup

Been in a play?: I guess... once..

Written a really good story?: Maybe? Though i dont finish most of them..

Been published?: Where got..??

Ate a bug?: Sweat.. dont think so..

Been in love with someone way older than you?: Uhuh, if you are normal, i guess everybody has..

Kissed someone of the same sex?: On the cheek? Maybe?

Been to a protest?: Nope, but i've seen it on tv..

Gotten high with a bunch of friends?: Like a million times.. most recent, yesterday !!

Smoked in front of your parents?: Never, smoking is BAD..

Stolen something from a friend?: I cant remember, but i think so

Flirted with a random guy/girl?: Dont think so, where got so daring wan?

Played an instrument in a performance?: Yeah, a few times..

Skipped school?: For good reasons then Yeah...

Gone "down to the pond"(smoked at school)?: NO, refer to previous questions..

Fingered someone (and shook her father's hand right after)?: What the heck??

Made out with someone you hate?: ????

Written someone a nasty letter?: Dont think so..i'm not that mean..

Cried over someone you loved?: Maybe??

Cried over someone you didn't even know?: Dont think so...

Gone swimming in your clothes?: Uhuh...

Taken a class you knew you'd fail?: Haha, everybody has.. LOL

Eaten gum that someone else had already chewed (a friend)?: Sweat...

Been drunk with your parents?: I have never even seen them drunk before... Swt..

Danced with a guy/girl you really liked but were afraid to tell them?: Not danced but probably the second part, ya..

Run barefoot through the grass at night with your girl/boyfriend?: Haha, sounds fun..

Eaten something live?: Yuck... what are we in ?? Fear Factor ??

Kissed a frog?: Not a princess... you know..

Kissed someone who looked like a frog?: Haha, thats mean..

Been to summer camp?: No, but been to Youth Camp !

Had a best friend?: Nope... not really..

Wanted to kill someone?: A million times everyday of my life.. =)

Seen a dead person?: Yup..

Ning, what kind of TAG is this??? HUH??? SWEAT! Most of the questions doesnt really apply...

Xoxo Esther

L Change The World !!

Okay, here i go !!! Just a little warning first though. SPOILER ALERT! haha....

I went to IU today to watch L: : Change The World with Nat and Ning and it has to be one of the BEST show i have ever watched !!! L (Kenichi Matsuyama) is the MOST YenG guy ever !! I'm SOO crazy about HIm right NOW !! He's not JUZ Yeng, he's quirky, intelligent, sweet + he loves sweets too =), adorable and CUTE all at the same time!!! KYAAAA!!!

Here's the synopsis of the show... =)

L is back once again as our favourite character in Death Note! So the story starts where they show a little bit of Death Note 2 : The Last Name, Kira, Misa Amane and then.. he writes his own death in Death Note book that he will die peacefully in his sleep in 23 days time. He then says a really cute line like " I'm happy as long as you re with me " to Watari, his good friend. AWW... but Watari dies later on when Kira kills him with the Death Note and L is like REALLY sad.

Then the scene shifts to some Thailand village where all of the people there look like zombies and its like really freaky. Some guys wearing orange-coloured suits come down from 3 trucks and goes to see those zombie looking people to take their blood for tests. The whole village was bombed with an airplane after that.. something like Hiroshima and Nagasaki kinda thing... Soon, a guy ( F ) is seen running from the scene juz before they bombed the place to find a cute little guy and they run off together. It happens that the guy was not affected by the virus ( zombie virus thing ) and is a mathematical genius. F dies after getting shot by some helicopter and the boy is dropped off to find Watari. He then ends up in the hands of L.They are seriously adorable together! ( kya!! )

I kinda forgot what comes after that but i'll juz start with the part when a scientist and his daughter comes into the scene.The scientist has an assistant which is like totally evil... so the part before the scientist kills himself with the zombie virus ( which i didnt see the part cuz it was like SOOOO FREAKY, i practically closed my eyes for the whole part ) he gives his daughter ( Maki ) some stuff to bring to Watari ( again, apparently everybody trusts him ) but she comes back for her teddy and sees her father dying a HORRIBLE death. She blames his S***** assistant and vows to kill her one day. She then runs off and also ends up in L's place. Somehow she starts crying and the cute little boy from Thailand cries too ( that part was TOO cute ) plus L was looking so cute and everything too =)

The days count down like really fast for L's death.. me and Ning was like, why so fast one?? we dont want him to die juz yet... =( but anyways, some ecosystem freaks who are crazy to "save" the world ( who are together with the scientist's evil assistant ) comes after Maki and they run away with a rather blur police and a Pink crepe van with is so funny. The cop becomes a decoy countless times.. HAHA> so they run far far away from the main cities using bicycles cuz public transportation couldnt be used anymore after those freaks hunted them down through the Tv, radio and etc. They went to find another scientist to make an antidote after Maki injected herself with the virus to get away from those freaks before this.

They have a little feast to juz celebrate and L tries to walk up straight ! haha... it was really funny. But disaster strucks after that. Maki calls the evil assistant and meet her to try to get revenge for killing her dad but she fails ( obviously ) and they catch her before L reaches there in time. ( he was running !! ) The freaks planned to ship her to US to spread the disease since Maki has the zombie virus in her.. but the plan malfunctioned and they all kena the virus before they could lift off. L comes juz in time to give them all the antidotes and stops the plane in time before it come crash into the airport. He has left like 3 days ( i think? )before he dies. There is one sweet moment when Maki awakes and sees her teddy beside her. L left her a welcome note too, with his one twist in it.. ( AWWWW! )

He leaves the cute Thailand boy with another guy in some school and names him "Near". Then he pats him and gives him the robot that he has wanted. ( aww, again ! ) He walks away and tries to stand up straight again ( laughs ! ) and the show ends with him walking into the sunset.....

Rating : 5 stars out of 5 stars

That was kinda looong but i recommend YOU to watch it! i wouldnt miss it for the world!! =) gtg now... i'm gonna be dreaming about L tonight ( haha .. )

Xoxo Esther

P.s thank you Ning for inviting me to watch Death Note 2 : The Last Name all those years ago!!! =)

Wind Of Change???!

This is my very first picture in my blog!! Something like to celebrate the changing of my bloggy stuff yet again.. Projects are pouring in like water still... and i'm very tired.

But nothing beats yesterday... i should think one of the worst days of my life... probably you wont believe it but i was actually kinda depressed and sad cuz of some stuff =) but thank the Lord for lifting my spirits! I really am serious. I was really beat and everything but thank you Mei Fong and my trusty Bible... you really helped me out in a deep spot there! I felt really better after that...

So , you are probably wondering why the sudden change of colour ( White?? ) and whatever but i guess everybody needs a change sometime! So, yeah... thank goodness that i'm back to my old self, the noisy, talkative, spunky Esther Goh! And i'm back to rumble !!!

WATCH OUT PPL!

Xoxo Esther