Its Almost Time; Cinderella.

My time here is almost up.
Sometimes my head pound with pain.
I dont think i can take it anymore.
My legs ache most of the time.
My eyes tend to fail me.
Especially at night.


I only feel like sleeping.
The bed is my only comfort.
The place where i can leave reality. 
And dreams envelope me in their arms.


Soon.
I just have to wait a little longer.



Wait for me. 
Promise me.

Lets make it 200.

Welcome 2010.
I'm finally settling in.
And then something changes. :S

I dont really like changes.
My feet is running outta ground.
But.
I'm just trying to be happy.
Leona's got it right.
Straight to the point.
:(

Chemistry is driving my head in.
Tak boleh tahan.
Stress every week until like mad.
I love you and everything.
But sometimes you're too fussy.
:t

Love is just plain messy.
Thats what i've learnt through the weeks that passed.
:(
Thats why i think i'm gonna stay away from it.
As far as possible so my heart cant be hurt.
Any longer.

Boos. January has passed.
And i dont think i can survive the year any longer.
But i dont want you-know-what to come any faster than it already is.

No feeding the monkeys.
Seriously.

Port Dickson.

The way i see it. :)
Port Dickson is amazing. Just for the views.
I'm gonna post some photos i took during my trip.

I posted all of them too on my deviantart. :)
So take a look at my other photos if you're free.

The hotel i stayed at Port Dickson. :)


A random picture of the lamp, you know the ones they provide in hotel rooms. :)
I'm even starting to put my blog ad. and my name there :)
Teehee.
I really should get a DSLR... :S


The streetlamp near one of the restaurants i ate there. :)
Somehow it turned out great.. XD


One of the few thousand photos i took of the beaches in Port Dickson.
:)
So happen it was evening and i managed to get the sunset.


This one pulak - during the early early morning.
It was really misty and everything..
Very cold too. :P

Blogger posts up photos REALLY slowly so i only posted a few here but if you're interested,
Pls feel free to visit my deviantart profile.
Its in my sidebar. :)
Enjoyyy....
For life's too short.

A Saturday.

I think this has to be the only Saturday that i didn't regret waking up so insanely early for. :)
Well. Today was Merentas Desa day.
Joy, right ? XD
I know.

So we walked like roughly 5 FREAKING km up the hills and whatnot.
:) Then i came back and was in the top...

1000. :) Teehee.
That i'm quite sure.
Not a bad achievement lols.

So anyways. We were just hanging about waiting for the 12.30pm bell to ring and everything.
And the drama begin.
No details here as i respect their privacy ..
but to those who knows.
:S

I understand how you're feeling.
:) Don't worry, we're here for you !
Now i feel like i'm torn in between my friendships.

But other than that,
CHEERS to myself and those people who managed to complete the 5km run. :)
I think thats an accomplishment already.
Thanks, al for teman-ing me walking most of the way. :)
Haha. And no thanks to our running benchmark,
I now have aching legs for trying to catch up with you.
Stupid la you. :)

I shall TRY to post a cam-whore picture or a random picture whenever i blog.
Since i saw it in the AAA members blog, i always wanted to try it. Lols. :)

わたしのともだち, ありがとございます．
あいしてるよ。

Hahha. That was really random. Just wanted to syok-sendiri. :)
Cheers.

The long-lost family reunion.

I'm memang known to be rather slow at posting pictures.
But just this once, its quite ON-time. :) Enjoy the pictures and the comments that follow.
Oh, Pls feel free to post something in the chat box. Its so dead larh.

Its Felicia with Po and Te Shing :)
Te shing with his signature smile.
I think i'm gonna miss that around the house.


The cousins whom i rarely see. :)
Its nice to see you all again !!


The cute couple.
Oh wait. I mean the devil's advocate.
Haha. :)


Its my mom and Felicia. :)


The big family picture. :)
With the karaoke set behind !!


The brothers singing :)
Finally we got you guys singing.
Yeah.


Tze Win and Sam. :)
The drama king on your left.


The Ong family and some randoms. :)
Hahahas.


Yayy. Cam-whore. * cheers *
Tze Win and me. :)
The karaoke people. XD


Why are you so bloated, Alwin ?
Po's right below youuu.


The three red indians. :)
Sam, Alwin and Tze Win.


Way to go, Ong family. :)
You are in most of my pictures ahaha.
Me and my cousins !


Though its a little blurrry.
I love it. :)
Me and Alwin.

We should seriously have that another karaoke - just cousins. :)
Lets have fun before i cant anymore !

Cheers and cheers somemore.

Smile.

Last update ... ?

Hi everyone.
Since you guys have been bugging for an update,
and i also think i need to update for this year so here i am.

2010 has been.
Stressful for me so far.
Seriously.
And you know whats the real problem?
It has only been the first week.

:(
I really need God to pull me through this year.
:)

Gosh.
This will most probably be the last update for the year unless.
Its hols or something.
Or i think there's something i need to blog about.
So enjoy the cute guys's pictures here and ..
wait for me. :)