A week in March..

Hey, i have been getting more and more addicted to blogging!! Quite amusing actually... i never thought that i would be interested in putting my daily stuff online for everyone to see... but still. But blogging could be used for bugging people very usefully. LOL...

Well, anyways, these days are filled with the constant pressure to study as well as do PMR projects so my time for blogging as well as chatting online tend to be much,much lesser compared to the good old days of form 1 and 2 but i didnt become so addicted to manga and blogging that time... i really regret not doing so... =( sad....

So, today i finally get to go online for a few long marvelous hours without being bugged to study or do projects by my head ( which is constantly worrying for no good reasons ) and relax.. Haizz.... this is just great... but i still have to get back to it later.. T_T

Btw, just wanna dedicate this to my mom! ( though the percentage of her ever reading this is like 0.00 % ) Happy Belated Birthday! i juz celebrated my mom's bday on wednesday! =) had a wonderful cake only cause my mom doesnt like fancy bdays, especially if its hers.. so we juz gave her a nicely made card... isnt that sweet of mee??

Tonight there's CG ( cell group ) !!! so happy... =) too bad SOME people cant come, they are just missing out on one great event that is truly FUN !!! hehe, hope those people can come next week.. lol. I missed CG so much.. but a lot has happened since BrokeN.. it was really amazing! i'm sure there are many testimonies to be told..

okay, i wont write anymore but i will be reading my lovely manga ( which apparently i have been dying to read since last week.. ) ... until then...

Xoxo Esther

Another tag...!!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,
make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?
umm, strawberry yoghurt drink...

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
i dont think so, at least i hope not...

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
a) Ning
b) Mei Fong ( hehe... )
c) dunno???!!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan and Mauritius.>!!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Get Straight A's in PMR... ( for now lar. )

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My loved ones. ( family, friends etc. )

8. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
For relaxation after stressing on projects...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
maybe, if i'll never see that person again... or going to be separated for a long time...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
* Friendly
* Kind
* Sweet ( aww )

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
God-loving, smart, funny, lovable, sweet, kind, loving, handsome and rich???!!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers and Liars...

13. What is your ambition?
Lawyer.. i guess..

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Tell me quietly , somewhere away from the crowd.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, Family and Friends...

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
TOTALLY ( read me here !! )

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
MEI FONG!!! ISH

18. Whats your favorite anime?
Ouran and Hana Yori Dango!!

19. What makes you different?
My personality!!

20. When is your birthday?
8th September

I tag
* Ning
* Wei Khai
* Zi Yi
* Kin Yen
* Li Liang
* Jia Jun

Xoxo Esther

BrokeN Easter Drama in GTPJ 2008!

This is gonna be a quick one as i'm not supposed to be online,,, ya?

Juz wanted to write an entry on the EASTER DRAMA BROKEN PRODUCTION 2008 !! I actually invited the gang of guys...Ning and Marion... But only Wei Khai , Kin Yen , Marion and Wongy came.. T.T but at least some of them came.. =) still glad at THAT point, anyways. So,i'm kinda late in writing this cuz really lazy and everything... but i'm writing it NOW right?

The Synopsis is about this guy names Eddie ( which has somehow is very similar to the name of Edie, in the novel Form 3 reads, Dr Jekyll and My Hyde.. ) who has a great family and everything but he starts to venture out to this business deal with his two close friends, Jin and Ken. The business deal doesnt turns out well because it appears Jin and Ken borrowed the money from the loan sharks instead of the trustworthy bank. This ends with them being asked to do a last risky thing which has them to take a bag from someone and bring it back to teh loan sharks. ( very vake.. ) Them, being in this desparate situation, has no choice but to do this act. It ends in failures too, anything that could have gone wrong went wrong. Ken betrays them and Jin dies in the shootout with police. Eddie ends up in jail, with a death sentence on his head, execution. His pastor tells him about Jesus and he finally accepts Jesus as his personal Saviour and Lord and gives his soul to Jesus 10 minutes before execution. It ends with Eddie meeting up with Jesus and celebrating.... YAYY!

So, thats about it. Its quite good... but thats because i've been seeing productions from my church since ages ago... but i really look up to those actors and actress that can act REALLY well! =) SO proud of my beloved church!

p.s note to Zi Yi, get a chat box !! btw, dont worry, you missed this production but i'll invite you to the next one so dont be soo sad!! =)

Xoxo Esther

Manga... manga.. manga

I am SERIOUSLY in LoVe with manga these few weeks!!

Cant help it, though.... ever since Ning and Danielle talked about Millenium Snow the last time, i was totally hooked... Cant blame me though, IT ROCKS! But you musnt miss out Bloody Kiss too anyway!! Both are about Vampires though.. They are quite HOT in manga, i guess... =) juz me being a typical girl my age. LOL. Anyways, i actually juz wanted to write about my love for manga this entry but then i cant hide my excitement for

BrokeN Easter Drama Production TONIGHT!!

Yayy! Really cant wait... but there will be ppl joining me there!! HEHE, LOL... HOORAY! i'm so overjoyed ... =)

Xoxo Esther

Thursday Thirteen Tag

Another tag, Ning? Oh, great....=p

1. Drinks you're ADDICTED to:
Peach Tea, and that tea i got from Cameron Highlands.. =) ( basicly its TEA )

2. Foods you're ADDICTED to:
Western Food ( yummy! ), sushi ( the one that goes round and round and my mom's homemade sushi! ), MILK chocolates, potato chips and vanilla ice-cream ( moo ice-cream also )

3. Websites you're ADDICTED to: ( in no particular order.. )
i. msn hotmail
ii. blogger
iii. one manga
iv. free online game websites ( this week only .. )

4. Things you're ADDICTED to:
computer, TV, mp3, telephone/hp ( i wont call it addicted but i still spend time with them ^^ )

5. Person you're ADDICTED to:
i. JESUS!
ii. Jun Matsumoto
iii. Oguri Shun ( Hanazawa Rui )

6.Habits you're ADDICTED to:
Chatting, of course.. drawing on any paper possible when i'm bored, talking!

7. TV channels you're ADDICTED to:
Animax, sometimes... music channels.. but i LOVE star world and AXN...

8. Serials you're ADDICTED to:
House, Boston Legal, TARA ( my family... ), American Idol ( for this season ), AND Grey's Anatomy!

9. Supermarket you're ADDICTED to:
I Utama, Mid Valley, KLCC, Giant, Tesco, The Curve, Ikano, yup... ALL the shopping centers!!!! ( there's supermarkets at shopping centers, right? )

10. Work you're ADDICTED to:
Drawing... being ONLINE... ( is that counted as work, or only stuff that isnt nice=work? )

11. Colors you're ADDICTED to:
Blue, Black, White, Rainbow colours...

12. Place you're ADDICTED to:
Shopping MALLS, Home.. ya.. And the cinema HALL...

13. Movies you're ADDICTED to:
CLICk, Man of the Year, and if dramas are counted... then Devil Beside You and HANA YORI DANGO!

You've been tagged:
umm.... i dont feel like tagging anyone... but those ppl on my list, you're tagged!
JIa Jun
Ning
Kin Yen
Li Liang
Wei Khai
Zi yi

Peace out, ppl!

You've been TAGGED,
Esther

Rainbows...

I'm gonna do an entry on rainbows... cuz i think rainbows are special in their own small way too..but actually, juz if you're wondering why did i change my title to "where rainbows end", i actually copied it from a book... and cuz its meaningful...
where does rainbows actually end?
you know... God created rainbows as a promise to man....
thats why its a really special thing that we should treasure single time we see a rainbow... =)

I saw this paragraph somewhere and i thought it was sweet...

Rainbows
Rainbows would never be rainbows
If sunshine had never met rain
No one would ever need comfort
If there was no sadness and pain
But life holds both sunshine and showers
The days arent all bright and fair
So look through the showers for the rainbows
You'll always find hope shining there

So there... its sweet isnt it? awww... =)

Xoxo Esther

Nat's Birthday Bash!

Okay, here i go..

The first term school holidays have juz started and now its Tuesday adi, how sad is that? I know, i know, i alwayz say this every single time i blog but thats how it is. I havent been blogging as much as everyone would like me too. But enough of the sad and crappy stuff. I have been juz relaxing this few days and only a few stuff has happened this week like nat's birthday( i will get to that later on, ok? ) yup, thats about it..

So, like i said, Nat had her birthday bash yesterday!! ( 10th march 2008 ) We went to IU to celebrate this special day, First of all, i came late together with li ying ( but it was all blamed on me, of course ) and EVERYBODY said i came half and hour late and so on.. but i still think that i came early, okay? At least i didnt come like 12am or something, right? So then the guys went to play pool or something ( i dont wanna know what they did so i'm gonna leave it at that, ya? ) and the girls went to teddy tales to wait for the time to fly by... and it really did! Cuz surprise, SURPRISE! NAT came ONLY 5 minutes late. I couldnt believe it, you know... those ppl who alwayz hang out with her should know what i'm talking about.. =)

So, then after meeting up with the guys we went to hunt for a place to makan our lunch. It took us 1 whole hour to do that simple task!!! We finally decided on Burger King after much debate over the prices etc. We sang "Happy Birthday" to Nat while we were eating but truth to be told, i didnt know anything about it cuz they were whispering it around while i , the innocent one who was seated beside the birthday girl, wasnt let on the secret. Sad, but true. So then after makaning finshed, we quickly made our way to the movie theater, TGV to watch Jumper. SOME ppl almost made us late with deciding whether to buy popcorn or not.. while i waited patiently for Marion to buy popcorn so i can curi, you know. Thats called smart! =p

So, then we went in and took some time to fight around for the seats and finally settled down. The advertisements were so nice so i simply had to turn back to tell them we had to watch the "coming soon" shows so many times that they were pissed ( kin yen ) but i taught it was hilarious, though. I kept laughing and laughing. i wanted to watch Duyung though.. haha.. so then i wouldnt wanna go in detail about the sinopsis of Jumper so i'll leave it at that. Go watch!!! Its quite cool... Hayden Christansen, for that matter. It lasted around an hour and a half, i think. I wanna have the power to jump... i'm a tad lazy to move and open doors... =) hehe.

We headed to the bowling alley after that but me, Nat and Marion decided to go play arcade first. We played some basketball and racing cars then went to see them bowl for awhile. Jimmy was showing off while at the same time getting mad at Ning for beating him at the bowling score. Hilarious, i say. Later on, we joined them at bowling while the guys went to play pool ( again.. ) Al and Ning was so KENG at it... trashed all of us. =p

We went back to the arcade AGAIN setelah finished bowling. Ning won, by far. We used a lot of money to play useless games juz to waste our time.. a summary of it. Quite fun though. =) Jimmy and gang was trying to beat the high score for the basketball thing and were jumping for joy ( while shouting,of course ) and i was like "oh my la, they all ah, so what leh.. sweat." Nat and Ning went around to play some games together and at the end when we saw a couple playing one stupid game which you have to push the other person to win sorta thing, we followed suit. HA HA, i played with Ning and Marion. It was so Funny...

Later, we met up with the rest which apparently dumped us without our knowledge ( mine, that is ) and li ying and Al went shopping. The guys except Brandon who was at the arcade playing some zombie-shooting game went to Popular to go buy the Geo book Ah Ling was asking for, and WK bought the last ONE!!!! i felt like boxing him, seriously. So then everybody met up and went home.... THE END

Cool day, right? Too bad ZI Yi couldnt make it... =(

Love,
Esther

Meaning of LoVe?

Hi, got this from Joanna's blog ( my old friend )....

what`s love? are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing? and is your voice caught within your chest?
it isnt love, its like.

you can`t keep your eyes or hands off them, am i right?
it isnt love, its lust.

are you proud and eager to show them off?
it isnt love, its luck.

do you want them because you know they`re there?
it isn`t love, its loneliness.

are you there just cause its what everyone wants?
it isnt love, its loyalty.

do you stay for their confessions of love, because you don`t wanna hurt them?
it isnt love, its pity.

are you willing to give all of your favorite things for their sake?
it isnt love, its charity.

are you there because they kissed you,or held your hand?
it isnt love, its unconfidence.

do you pardon their faults because you care about them?
it isnt love, its friendship.

do you tell them everyday they are the only one you think of?
it isnt love, its a lie.

But do you accept their faults because they`re a part of who you are?
Do you see their true heart, and touch your soul so deeply it hurts?
Are you attracted to others, but stay with them faithfully without regret?
Would you give them your heart, your life, your death and stay because ablinding in comprehensible mix of pain and elation pulls you close and holds you?

now thats love.

I think its very meaningful... though it may apply to other people only... =) Hope everyone's who reads this will feel the same way.. =p

Esther