Lets make it 200.

Welcome 2010.
I'm finally settling in.
And then something changes. :S

I dont really like changes.
My feet is running outta ground.
But.
I'm just trying to be happy.
Leona's got it right.
Straight to the point.
:(

Chemistry is driving my head in.
Tak boleh tahan.
Stress every week until like mad.
I love you and everything.
But sometimes you're too fussy.
:t

Love is just plain messy.
Thats what i've learnt through the weeks that passed.
:(
Thats why i think i'm gonna stay away from it.
As far as possible so my heart cant be hurt.
Any longer.

Boos. January has passed.
And i dont think i can survive the year any longer.
But i dont want you-know-what to come any faster than it already is.

No feeding the monkeys.
Seriously.

Port Dickson.

The way i see it. :)
Port Dickson is amazing. Just for the views.
I'm gonna post some photos i took during my trip.

I posted all of them too on my deviantart. :)
So take a look at my other photos if you're free.

The hotel i stayed at Port Dickson. :)


A random picture of the lamp, you know the ones they provide in hotel rooms. :)
I'm even starting to put my blog ad. and my name there :)
Teehee.
I really should get a DSLR... :S


The streetlamp near one of the restaurants i ate there. :)
Somehow it turned out great.. XD


One of the few thousand photos i took of the beaches in Port Dickson.
:)
So happen it was evening and i managed to get the sunset.


This one pulak - during the early early morning.
It was really misty and everything..
Very cold too. :P

Blogger posts up photos REALLY slowly so i only posted a few here but if you're interested,
Pls feel free to visit my deviantart profile.
Its in my sidebar. :)
Enjoyyy....
For life's too short.

A Saturday.

I think this has to be the only Saturday that i didn't regret waking up so insanely early for. :)
Well. Today was Merentas Desa day.
Joy, right ? XD
I know.

So we walked like roughly 5 FREAKING km up the hills and whatnot.
:) Then i came back and was in the top...

1000. :) Teehee.
That i'm quite sure.
Not a bad achievement lols.

So anyways. We were just hanging about waiting for the 12.30pm bell to ring and everything.
And the drama begin.
No details here as i respect their privacy ..
but to those who knows.
:S

I understand how you're feeling.
:) Don't worry, we're here for you !
Now i feel like i'm torn in between my friendships.

But other than that,
CHEERS to myself and those people who managed to complete the 5km run. :)
I think thats an accomplishment already.
Thanks, al for teman-ing me walking most of the way. :)
Haha. And no thanks to our running benchmark,
I now have aching legs for trying to catch up with you.
Stupid la you. :)

I shall TRY to post a cam-whore picture or a random picture whenever i blog.
Since i saw it in the AAA members blog, i always wanted to try it. Lols. :)

わたしのともだち, ありがとございます．
あいしてるよ。

Hahha. That was really random. Just wanted to syok-sendiri. :)
Cheers.

The long-lost family reunion.

I'm memang known to be rather slow at posting pictures.
But just this once, its quite ON-time. :) Enjoy the pictures and the comments that follow.
Oh, Pls feel free to post something in the chat box. Its so dead larh.

Its Felicia with Po and Te Shing :)
Te shing with his signature smile.
I think i'm gonna miss that around the house.


The cousins whom i rarely see. :)
Its nice to see you all again !!


The cute couple.
Oh wait. I mean the devil's advocate.
Haha. :)


Its my mom and Felicia. :)


The big family picture. :)
With the karaoke set behind !!


The brothers singing :)
Finally we got you guys singing.
Yeah.


Tze Win and Sam. :)
The drama king on your left.


The Ong family and some randoms. :)
Hahahas.


Yayy. Cam-whore. * cheers *
Tze Win and me. :)
The karaoke people. XD


Why are you so bloated, Alwin ?
Po's right below youuu.


The three red indians. :)
Sam, Alwin and Tze Win.


Way to go, Ong family. :)
You are in most of my pictures ahaha.
Me and my cousins !


Though its a little blurrry.
I love it. :)
Me and Alwin.

We should seriously have that another karaoke - just cousins. :)
Lets have fun before i cant anymore !

Cheers and cheers somemore.

Smile.

Last update ... ?

Hi everyone.
Since you guys have been bugging for an update,
and i also think i need to update for this year so here i am.

2010 has been.
Stressful for me so far.
Seriously.
And you know whats the real problem?
It has only been the first week.

:(
I really need God to pull me through this year.
:)

Gosh.
This will most probably be the last update for the year unless.
Its hols or something.
Or i think there's something i need to blog about.
So enjoy the cute guys's pictures here and ..
wait for me. :)

The Last Days.

Yeappp. The last days of Form 4 has arrived.
Not to mention Christmas is heree. ;)

Merry Christmas Eve, everyone.
I just had an supperr awesome time watching Castle on Star World.
Thats my Christmas Eve for you, people.
And the weird thing is,
I'm actually loving it.

Omg.
Am i having another crush ?
Oh great.
There goes my hormones.
Here is another object of affection :

Nathan Fillion

Just for clearing things up abit.
He's the supperr adorable and charming Richard Castle.
Not to mention, gorgeously handsome to boot.
Who stars opposite Stana Katic in Castle.
My heart is melting all over again.
But i really have to say he and her have such strong chemistry and tension in the show ;
That its grrrr. just watching them.
Oh well.

I'm just loving Thursdays so much more now.
Rawr. :)

I'm gonna be leaving for my long-awaited hols soon.
Can't wait for it.
To just be lying on the beach.
Having FUN.
Grrrr..

Another lovable geek coming right up ..
on a platter, just waiting to be served.

Here i come, Chuck.

Nisssy ;)

Takahiro Nishijima of the J-pop band AAA.
My current fetish. ;)

Here are some supper cute & adorable pictures of him. And his groupie.
Oh no, I'm turning into an AAA fan.
I was actually looking for their CD in IUTAMA yesterday.
Is that supposed to mean something ?

The super awesome AAA ;)



Its Nissy ;)
( He's the one at the top btw )



Nissy from -Delicious Gakuen-
Thats a drama he's acted it. ;)

Just stare into his oh-so-innocent eyes.
Its super adorable XD

Nissy during a photoshoot for a jap mag.

He's the one on the left.



Super-cute Nissy hugging a Fluffy Pillow.
Look at him smiling ;)
Just melts your heart.

Sorry VenHui, no TAKAUNO pictures here this time.
Maybe once i'm pulled into the craze of them together then... ;)

Here's from the livejournal Takauno Website. ( http://community.livejournal.com/takauno/?skip=18 )


Here's an except from a radio interview with Nissy, Misako, and Hidaka.


Uno: No, I appreciate those things a lot. But I ignore him when he tries to impress me.


Nishijima: I don't try, I do impress you.


(Everyone laughs).


Uno: When you say things like "I wore green today because I read in a magazine that girls' hearts flutter when they see men in green." (Nishijima laughs in embarrassment)... I have to ignore you by saying "My heart is unaffected!"


Nishijima: Mean~


Thats it this time, folks. ;) Enjoy @.@

ShOpping. :S

I've said it in my first post in THIS VERY blog.
And i'll say it again.
I love shopping. ;)

It just makes you happy.
Even for a moment.
Before you regret it later but anyways.
;) It makes you feel blessed.

Hahah.
I finally did my first shopping without my mom there.
I'm proud of myself.
Even though its such a trivial thing.
I can just see myself ..

shopping

In the near future.
Hahaha.
My dream job would be ..

to be a personal shopper.

Like in all seriousness.
That would be heaven.
Like a heaven full of ice-cream-kinda dream.

Ahhh.. Its been ages also that i've crapped so much in one go.
It actually feels good.
XD Blogging is like therapy.
Hahhahahahahhahha.

Soothing therapy.
Like watching

Castle
Cyril
Chuck

In one night.
Absolutely gorgeous.
I've crushes on 3 guys whose name starts with a C.
And they are on TV.
Oh well.

Xoxo. I've also bought Brad & Rebekah's Cds =]
I've heard them.
Simply AMAZING just isnt the right word.
They are like Hillsong ^^

Hmm..
Cha-cha.
Listening to AAA songs, madly.
I'm just in a period of loving people right now.

Reunion of the hearts.

Yesterday was just amazing. ;)
Thank YOU Natasha and Michelle.
For going along with the super crazy random idea of having a primary school reunion out of the blue.
*hearts*

If you guys ever see this,
You know who you are. XD
Thanks for coming ! ;)
It really meant alot to me to see you GUYS again after 4 years.

But you know the really weird thing,
I was so nervous and worried that i wouldnt recognize you guys XD Haha.
But you guys made me feel at ease almost straight away.
I guess some things just never change, huh ? =)
I really miss the old days.
When we just had loads of fun and basically never really studied ? Lols.

I think i've passed the age of blogging about every single thing i did during that specific time so i'll just highlight the events ;)

Eating lunch for 3 hours.
HAHA.
No thanks to me & jian wen.
But i still BEAT YOU. lols.
That cheese is * thank goodness * not inside my stomach anymore. XD
AHAHAH.
Hey, dont blame me. I was just enjoying the moment.
I think i just passed my limit for talking for the next few years ahahaha...

Played bowling.
I Finally passed the 100 mark.
Haha.
Thank U Soung Hui.
Watching you hit spare everytime made me hit strike. XD
My good luck charm ? LOLS.
And watching everyone with their own way of throwing the bowling ball made me crack up ;)
Jian wen, why didnt you put the ball down and kick it like that litle kid ?
I was waiting for it ahahahaha.
But too bad you guys had to leave so early.

Watched movie.
AHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
This had us, which included me, chanette, jian wen and adrian, stuck in front of the GSC counter deciding which show to watch.
With two guys and two girls.
You know how wrong that looked. ;P
After like MANY phone calls and loads of laughter, we decided to watch THAT SHOW. ;)
Its the unspoken show ahahaha. ( Insider joke )
Anyways, it wasn't SO bad.
You guys THINK WAYYY wrong man.
It was a U show, what did you expect ?
AHHA. Adrian expected loads of ACTION.
Psssshhhhh. Its making me crack up AGAIN.

Bookshop.
We ended up spending the leftover time before the show to hang around MPH.
Looking at weird calendars.
And weird ASSes.
Jian wen went " This is so much better than your ass".
AHAHAHHA. To Chanette of course. Lols.

Dinner.
We couldnt decide WHERE in the whole IU to eat.
Other than overpriced places.
So we decided to follow adrian to meet up with his parents.
And ended up eating in the same place.
I was still bloated, like SERIOUSLY.
So me and chanette shared a plate of squid.
Adrian and jian wen ate the Same japanese noodles and chicken with pork and egg and who-knows-what-else.
So sweeeeeeeetttt, right ?
But jian wen couldnt finish it and kept offering adrian. We have proooooff. XD
In the end, jian wen said he was pregnant. 2-3 months. Hahaha.
We ended the day trying to give advice to him on how to care for himself while he's pregnant.
HAHAHHAHAHA. ;)

The end of the day. PHEW.
I'm still bummed from yesterday and everything.
So i'll probably post the pictures on FB.
And maybe some here larh. See first. ;)

Tadaahh.
Now i cant wait for the next reunion. XD

In a blink of an eye.

Since i got a blog all those years ago.
I tend to write emo stuff and saying all those sad stuff and venting my frustrations here.
;) That has really pulled me through those times.
And God plays a huge part in that too.

My special thanks :
Thank you God for always being there for me throughout the entire 2009.
Next year 2010, its gonna be another hard year yet again,
But i know you'll always be there for me.
Good or bad.
Please forgive me if i have ever ignored you.
All those times i never give a second thought about how you felt when i forgot about you ;
And those simple miracles that you have shown me but i have pushed it aside.

I thank you for blessing me with awesome
friends,
family,
and cuddly soft toys.

;) I look forward to 2010. With you.