Saturday ~

Actually, today i promised myself that i would be doing projects for the whole day !! But that was not to be... bacause Mei Fong ( my Cg leader ) asked me to go IU to makan lunch with them.

So i got up quite early to do some work first... but it was not until 11am that i start doing my KH project. I spent the half and hour before that deciding whether i wanted to go IU with my cellies. Haiz.. so when it was 12.45pm, one of my celly picked me up and off we went. We had to wait like ages for everyone to come.... and spent another half an hour to decide where to eat.. haiyo, i tell you ah... then we finally decided to go to Sushi groove but there were no seats or something... so we got pissed and went to BBQ plaza instead... cuz Mei Fong suggested it and everything... her usual "hang-out" spot.

We only started eating like 2 pm ... Mei Fong then decided she wanted to bully me... swt... called me like a mother or something... i'm gonna tell DANNY !! haha... They were planning to watch L: Change The World so since i'd watched it, ( though i wanted to watch again T.T ) i went home... to do projects... how sad..

And so here i am... doing geo now... but it's all my fault anyways, haha.... I spent the whole day yesterday watching Death Note and Death Note 2 : The Last Name online !! I was So addicted to it... until i arrived late for cell.. haha.. BUT L is STILL so YENG !! Btw, my KH project is named after him =)

Xoxo Esther

May Mid Term Exam !!

Sat pai, i tell you... I am sooo fed up and tired of stressing about all the projects... Plus all the subjects that are coming out for mid term is PLUSed with from 1 and 2 ! could life get any worst than this? We have only a month + to study and complete all the projects ?! Are they so inhuman ? I know that life is unfair but not like this kinda unfair... sat pai... i wanna cry... too much work = overload !!

I wonder when i can just relax and forget about everything... go mcD and talk crap like those form 1s i saw during tuition... i wished that i loved manga, blogging and japanese dramas ( not to forget death note too ) all those years ago.. haiz..

I miss those good old days, man... But whatever.. Too sien to think about it anymore. I'm currently watching death note !! There is a movie showing on celestial movies 9 pm tonight... but i gtg CG ! Not that i'll ponteng CG or watever but i wanted to watch so i thought like whatever, i'll juz watch it online.. so i am ! lol..

I just heard from my friend at CG that they are gonna be coming out a japanese drama for zettai kareshi ( absolute boyfriend ) !! AHH !! I'm so excited ! Cant wait for hana yori dango 3 either... Thats the only stuff that keeps me going ... haha...

LOL, like i said, i'm off to watch Death Note !! L rocks !!

Xoxo Esther

Tagged, again.. =)

Xiao Ning ah... you ah... haiZ, here i go.

Have you ever....
Climbed a tree?: Dont think so...

Made out with your best friend?: What the heck..

Danced in the rain?: Maybe, cant remember liao..

Asked someone out?: Wanted to? LOL !!!

Ate something really horrible-looking?: 100% yes... but probably not SO horrible ..

Picked your nose and ate it?: Never !

Fallen in love with someone of the same sex?: Ewww... what about sisterly love huh???

Streaked?: umm, whats that?

Watched a meteor shower?: Want TO !! That would be So cool, like L !!

Masturbated infront of other people?: Where got so sick wan..

Fallen in front of a ton of people?: Yup

Been in a play?: I guess... once..

Written a really good story?: Maybe? Though i dont finish most of them..

Been published?: Where got..??

Ate a bug?: Sweat.. dont think so..

Been in love with someone way older than you?: Uhuh, if you are normal, i guess everybody has..

Kissed someone of the same sex?: On the cheek? Maybe?

Been to a protest?: Nope, but i've seen it on tv..

Gotten high with a bunch of friends?: Like a million times.. most recent, yesterday !!

Smoked in front of your parents?: Never, smoking is BAD..

Stolen something from a friend?: I cant remember, but i think so

Flirted with a random guy/girl?: Dont think so, where got so daring wan?

Played an instrument in a performance?: Yeah, a few times..

Skipped school?: For good reasons then Yeah...

Gone "down to the pond"(smoked at school)?: NO, refer to previous questions..

Fingered someone (and shook her father's hand right after)?: What the heck??

Made out with someone you hate?: ????

Written someone a nasty letter?: Dont think so..i'm not that mean..

Cried over someone you loved?: Maybe??

Cried over someone you didn't even know?: Dont think so...

Gone swimming in your clothes?: Uhuh...

Taken a class you knew you'd fail?: Haha, everybody has.. LOL

Eaten gum that someone else had already chewed (a friend)?: Sweat...

Been drunk with your parents?: I have never even seen them drunk before... Swt..

Danced with a guy/girl you really liked but were afraid to tell them?: Not danced but probably the second part, ya..

Run barefoot through the grass at night with your girl/boyfriend?: Haha, sounds fun..

Eaten something live?: Yuck... what are we in ?? Fear Factor ??

Kissed a frog?: Not a princess... you know..

Kissed someone who looked like a frog?: Haha, thats mean..

Been to summer camp?: No, but been to Youth Camp !

Had a best friend?: Nope... not really..

Wanted to kill someone?: A million times everyday of my life.. =)

Seen a dead person?: Yup..

Ning, what kind of TAG is this??? HUH??? SWEAT! Most of the questions doesnt really apply...

Xoxo Esther

L Change The World !!

Okay, here i go !!! Just a little warning first though. SPOILER ALERT! haha....

I went to IU today to watch L: : Change The World with Nat and Ning and it has to be one of the BEST show i have ever watched !!! L (Kenichi Matsuyama) is the MOST YenG guy ever !! I'm SOO crazy about HIm right NOW !! He's not JUZ Yeng, he's quirky, intelligent, sweet + he loves sweets too =), adorable and CUTE all at the same time!!! KYAAAA!!!

Here's the synopsis of the show... =)

L is back once again as our favourite character in Death Note! So the story starts where they show a little bit of Death Note 2 : The Last Name, Kira, Misa Amane and then.. he writes his own death in Death Note book that he will die peacefully in his sleep in 23 days time. He then says a really cute line like " I'm happy as long as you re with me " to Watari, his good friend. AWW... but Watari dies later on when Kira kills him with the Death Note and L is like REALLY sad.

Then the scene shifts to some Thailand village where all of the people there look like zombies and its like really freaky. Some guys wearing orange-coloured suits come down from 3 trucks and goes to see those zombie looking people to take their blood for tests. The whole village was bombed with an airplane after that.. something like Hiroshima and Nagasaki kinda thing... Soon, a guy ( F ) is seen running from the scene juz before they bombed the place to find a cute little guy and they run off together. It happens that the guy was not affected by the virus ( zombie virus thing ) and is a mathematical genius. F dies after getting shot by some helicopter and the boy is dropped off to find Watari. He then ends up in the hands of L.They are seriously adorable together! ( kya!! )

I kinda forgot what comes after that but i'll juz start with the part when a scientist and his daughter comes into the scene.The scientist has an assistant which is like totally evil... so the part before the scientist kills himself with the zombie virus ( which i didnt see the part cuz it was like SOOOO FREAKY, i practically closed my eyes for the whole part ) he gives his daughter ( Maki ) some stuff to bring to Watari ( again, apparently everybody trusts him ) but she comes back for her teddy and sees her father dying a HORRIBLE death. She blames his S***** assistant and vows to kill her one day. She then runs off and also ends up in L's place. Somehow she starts crying and the cute little boy from Thailand cries too ( that part was TOO cute ) plus L was looking so cute and everything too =)

The days count down like really fast for L's death.. me and Ning was like, why so fast one?? we dont want him to die juz yet... =( but anyways, some ecosystem freaks who are crazy to "save" the world ( who are together with the scientist's evil assistant ) comes after Maki and they run away with a rather blur police and a Pink crepe van with is so funny. The cop becomes a decoy countless times.. HAHA> so they run far far away from the main cities using bicycles cuz public transportation couldnt be used anymore after those freaks hunted them down through the Tv, radio and etc. They went to find another scientist to make an antidote after Maki injected herself with the virus to get away from those freaks before this.

They have a little feast to juz celebrate and L tries to walk up straight ! haha... it was really funny. But disaster strucks after that. Maki calls the evil assistant and meet her to try to get revenge for killing her dad but she fails ( obviously ) and they catch her before L reaches there in time. ( he was running !! ) The freaks planned to ship her to US to spread the disease since Maki has the zombie virus in her.. but the plan malfunctioned and they all kena the virus before they could lift off. L comes juz in time to give them all the antidotes and stops the plane in time before it come crash into the airport. He has left like 3 days ( i think? )before he dies. There is one sweet moment when Maki awakes and sees her teddy beside her. L left her a welcome note too, with his one twist in it.. ( AWWWW! )

He leaves the cute Thailand boy with another guy in some school and names him "Near". Then he pats him and gives him the robot that he has wanted. ( aww, again ! ) He walks away and tries to stand up straight again ( laughs ! ) and the show ends with him walking into the sunset.....

Rating : 5 stars out of 5 stars

That was kinda looong but i recommend YOU to watch it! i wouldnt miss it for the world!! =) gtg now... i'm gonna be dreaming about L tonight ( haha .. )

Xoxo Esther

P.s thank you Ning for inviting me to watch Death Note 2 : The Last Name all those years ago!!! =)

Wind Of Change???!

This is my very first picture in my blog!! Something like to celebrate the changing of my bloggy stuff yet again.. Projects are pouring in like water still... and i'm very tired.

But nothing beats yesterday... i should think one of the worst days of my life... probably you wont believe it but i was actually kinda depressed and sad cuz of some stuff =) but thank the Lord for lifting my spirits! I really am serious. I was really beat and everything but thank you Mei Fong and my trusty Bible... you really helped me out in a deep spot there! I felt really better after that...

So , you are probably wondering why the sudden change of colour ( White?? ) and whatever but i guess everybody needs a change sometime! So, yeah... thank goodness that i'm back to my old self, the noisy, talkative, spunky Esther Goh! And i'm back to rumble !!!

WATCH OUT PPL!

Xoxo Esther

A week in March..

Hey, i have been getting more and more addicted to blogging!! Quite amusing actually... i never thought that i would be interested in putting my daily stuff online for everyone to see... but still. But blogging could be used for bugging people very usefully. LOL...

Well, anyways, these days are filled with the constant pressure to study as well as do PMR projects so my time for blogging as well as chatting online tend to be much,much lesser compared to the good old days of form 1 and 2 but i didnt become so addicted to manga and blogging that time... i really regret not doing so... =( sad....

So, today i finally get to go online for a few long marvelous hours without being bugged to study or do projects by my head ( which is constantly worrying for no good reasons ) and relax.. Haizz.... this is just great... but i still have to get back to it later.. T_T

Btw, just wanna dedicate this to my mom! ( though the percentage of her ever reading this is like 0.00 % ) Happy Belated Birthday! i juz celebrated my mom's bday on wednesday! =) had a wonderful cake only cause my mom doesnt like fancy bdays, especially if its hers.. so we juz gave her a nicely made card... isnt that sweet of mee??

Tonight there's CG ( cell group ) !!! so happy... =) too bad SOME people cant come, they are just missing out on one great event that is truly FUN !!! hehe, hope those people can come next week.. lol. I missed CG so much.. but a lot has happened since BrokeN.. it was really amazing! i'm sure there are many testimonies to be told..

okay, i wont write anymore but i will be reading my lovely manga ( which apparently i have been dying to read since last week.. ) ... until then...

Xoxo Esther

Another tag...!!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,
make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.
Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. What are you craving now?
umm, strawberry yoghurt drink...

2. Have you given your first kiss away?
i dont think so, at least i hope not...

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
a) Ning
b) Mei Fong ( hehe... )
c) dunno???!!

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan and Mauritius.>!!

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Get Straight A's in PMR... ( for now lar. )

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Yes.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?
My loved ones. ( family, friends etc. )

8. Why are you wasting your time to do this?
For relaxation after stressing on projects...

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
maybe, if i'll never see that person again... or going to be separated for a long time...

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
* Friendly
* Kind
* Sweet ( aww )

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
God-loving, smart, funny, lovable, sweet, kind, loving, handsome and rich???!!

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers and Liars...

13. What is your ambition?
Lawyer.. i guess..

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
Tell me quietly , somewhere away from the crowd.

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God, Family and Friends...

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
TOTALLY ( read me here !! )

17. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you.
MEI FONG!!! ISH

18. Whats your favorite anime?
Ouran and Hana Yori Dango!!

19. What makes you different?
My personality!!

20. When is your birthday?
8th September

I tag
* Ning
* Wei Khai
* Zi Yi
* Kin Yen
* Li Liang
* Jia Jun

Xoxo Esther

BrokeN Easter Drama in GTPJ 2008!

This is gonna be a quick one as i'm not supposed to be online,,, ya?

Juz wanted to write an entry on the EASTER DRAMA BROKEN PRODUCTION 2008 !! I actually invited the gang of guys...Ning and Marion... But only Wei Khai , Kin Yen , Marion and Wongy came.. T.T but at least some of them came.. =) still glad at THAT point, anyways. So,i'm kinda late in writing this cuz really lazy and everything... but i'm writing it NOW right?

The Synopsis is about this guy names Eddie ( which has somehow is very similar to the name of Edie, in the novel Form 3 reads, Dr Jekyll and My Hyde.. ) who has a great family and everything but he starts to venture out to this business deal with his two close friends, Jin and Ken. The business deal doesnt turns out well because it appears Jin and Ken borrowed the money from the loan sharks instead of the trustworthy bank. This ends with them being asked to do a last risky thing which has them to take a bag from someone and bring it back to teh loan sharks. ( very vake.. ) Them, being in this desparate situation, has no choice but to do this act. It ends in failures too, anything that could have gone wrong went wrong. Ken betrays them and Jin dies in the shootout with police. Eddie ends up in jail, with a death sentence on his head, execution. His pastor tells him about Jesus and he finally accepts Jesus as his personal Saviour and Lord and gives his soul to Jesus 10 minutes before execution. It ends with Eddie meeting up with Jesus and celebrating.... YAYY!

So, thats about it. Its quite good... but thats because i've been seeing productions from my church since ages ago... but i really look up to those actors and actress that can act REALLY well! =) SO proud of my beloved church!

p.s note to Zi Yi, get a chat box !! btw, dont worry, you missed this production but i'll invite you to the next one so dont be soo sad!! =)

Xoxo Esther

Manga... manga.. manga

I am SERIOUSLY in LoVe with manga these few weeks!!

Cant help it, though.... ever since Ning and Danielle talked about Millenium Snow the last time, i was totally hooked... Cant blame me though, IT ROCKS! But you musnt miss out Bloody Kiss too anyway!! Both are about Vampires though.. They are quite HOT in manga, i guess... =) juz me being a typical girl my age. LOL. Anyways, i actually juz wanted to write about my love for manga this entry but then i cant hide my excitement for

BrokeN Easter Drama Production TONIGHT!!

Yayy! Really cant wait... but there will be ppl joining me there!! HEHE, LOL... HOORAY! i'm so overjoyed ... =)

Xoxo Esther

Thursday Thirteen Tag

Another tag, Ning? Oh, great....=p

1. Drinks you're ADDICTED to:
Peach Tea, and that tea i got from Cameron Highlands.. =) ( basicly its TEA )

2. Foods you're ADDICTED to:
Western Food ( yummy! ), sushi ( the one that goes round and round and my mom's homemade sushi! ), MILK chocolates, potato chips and vanilla ice-cream ( moo ice-cream also )

3. Websites you're ADDICTED to: ( in no particular order.. )
i. msn hotmail
ii. blogger
iii. one manga
iv. free online game websites ( this week only .. )

4. Things you're ADDICTED to:
computer, TV, mp3, telephone/hp ( i wont call it addicted but i still spend time with them ^^ )

5. Person you're ADDICTED to:
i. JESUS!
ii. Jun Matsumoto
iii. Oguri Shun ( Hanazawa Rui )

6.Habits you're ADDICTED to:
Chatting, of course.. drawing on any paper possible when i'm bored, talking!

7. TV channels you're ADDICTED to:
Animax, sometimes... music channels.. but i LOVE star world and AXN...

8. Serials you're ADDICTED to:
House, Boston Legal, TARA ( my family... ), American Idol ( for this season ), AND Grey's Anatomy!

9. Supermarket you're ADDICTED to:
I Utama, Mid Valley, KLCC, Giant, Tesco, The Curve, Ikano, yup... ALL the shopping centers!!!! ( there's supermarkets at shopping centers, right? )

10. Work you're ADDICTED to:
Drawing... being ONLINE... ( is that counted as work, or only stuff that isnt nice=work? )

11. Colors you're ADDICTED to:
Blue, Black, White, Rainbow colours...

12. Place you're ADDICTED to:
Shopping MALLS, Home.. ya.. And the cinema HALL...

13. Movies you're ADDICTED to:
CLICk, Man of the Year, and if dramas are counted... then Devil Beside You and HANA YORI DANGO!

You've been tagged:
umm.... i dont feel like tagging anyone... but those ppl on my list, you're tagged!
JIa Jun
Ning
Kin Yen
Li Liang
Wei Khai
Zi yi

Peace out, ppl!

You've been TAGGED,
Esther