I feel like i deserve better. Anyhow.
Psssh. My favourite word for today.
I feel more and more confused.
Sometimes i hate it.
Sometimes i like it.
I dont know what to think anymore.
Sometimes i feel like pulling my hair out.
But sometimes i feel like that is what that pulls me through each day.
I know i will always have a loving and caring family,
And the LORD above.
But still.
Sigh. If only there weren't such thing like..
love.
emotions.
Then there wont be sadness.
But there wont be happiness either.
Oh well..