On a separate note : Anyways. I thought about stuff. i am beginning to think i think quite a lot this few days. I don't think its really good for health but its good for your soul so YEAH, you get it. Firstly, i realized that studying can actually be FUN if you have wasted your time on something else that is totally useless and you say to yourself " i could be studying by using this time instead doing nothing beneficial here " . Ever felt that before ? I really appreciate those time where you are like super duper free and go " i'm bored " . What should i waste my time on now ? Like in Standard six when studying wasn't even needed to score in subjects. Not that i did score or anything but its been quoted before by some geniuses in our school .
Secondly, i am like blank on what to say for my oral presentation next Tuesday. I am coming up with a topic but dunno whether
There , i feel much better already. Maybe i should quote
Blogging is good for your health and soul.
It really encourages you to let out your feelings even though you can't say everything online = public. =[
Sadly.
But diary's are not a bad idea too , you know.
Sadly.
But diary's are not a bad idea too , you know.
Do you know what it feels like when you mistaken people for who they are ? You think they are like that but they end up a little different. How can i have ever thought that Person A was like that ? I already knew Person A was not that kind of person.
In the end, i was just fooling myself into thinking that i actually had seen something other people couldn't. But in the real sense, people was seeing what i couldn't see. I was just blinded. I know its not fair to others who really care about me. I'm sorry.
I have been cheating myself and everyone i know.
I can always feeling it creep up to me....
It really is not special being who i am. At least now you know there isn't a trick to being me.